In A Foster Family ...

Hello, I am a 17-year-old girl and my story is as follows: I was born in a city ....... At the age of two I was abandoned in a mother and child home. My mother abandoned me after she fell ill and died. Before that, my grandmother divorced my grandfathers, and my grandmother raised my mother, and my grandfather raised my uncle. Until the age of 7 I lived in this home, it wasn't bad there, they didn't beat me or harass me there, the only thing they left me there was the fear of the dark. There was a ladybug that scared us at the windows, and I've been a coward ever since. When I was 7 years old, I came to the home in .... there I first met my brother and my grandmother on my father's side. When my brother first came home to see me, we both met, without him knowing that I was his sister, or that I knew he was my brother.

My grandmother on my father's side wanted to take me to look at me, but I didn't want to because it was very dirty in them. After a while I met my current, beautiful, dearest, woman - mother. When I met her, I was in 7th heaven, we both liked each other very much and immediately fell in love, and so on until she took me. The house I was in was not nice, because the older ones often beat me there, even for the youngest. However, I do not judge them, the bad thing is that there is no upbringing in the homes, as well as the fact that there is no one to love these children. Before they took me, the children were very jealous, and often beat me, left me with a pair of underwear, and took all my clothes. After all, I am a happy child, at least I was not raped, but only beaten and insulted. So until my mother and father took me. My mother made sure I got a pension, then look for my real relatives, of course, those who survived.

And here's my problem: We found my grandfather, he's an old man with a second marriage, from whom he has a second boy. I really wanted to meet him, but he did not want to but hid. In my opinion, he is afraid that I might accidentally look for an inheritance, I don't think of anything else, because I am a beautiful girl, I am not of Roma origin or ugly, but he never once wanted to see me.

One day his mother had gone to his wife's office, (his second wife) she is Russian and has a dentist's office at ......... at ....... the trolley stop. When my mother went to the office, my grandfather opened it, and when he saw it, he was startled and immediately closed the door. And I don't know more about him. I just want him to know that I'm not looking for a property, I just wanted to know my relatives, and in spite of his conduct, his blood flows in my veins. I am also afraid that my parents are very old, and if they die, I am left without any relatives. What do you advise me, I just really want to meet him, and I'm not gaining courage, and I'm afraid of his reaction. I will be grateful for your advice.