Hi, I'm a 45-year-old woman, married and with a grown 20-year-old son. This is my confession. I realize that what I will tell you about myself will provoke negative comments and ridicule, but I need to throw it away somewhere in space because I have no one to share such intimate things to. I've had a stable marriage for 20 years. It's a hell of a long time when I didn't cheat on my husband once (I don't know about him). I've never been very sexual and sex wasn't my priority, it doesn't mean I didn't satisfy my husband. I never said no to him. Our sex life is monotonous and quite boring, he is quite lazy in this regard, expects to be served while lying down. I'm used to it, and it doesn't make any difference to me. I love him in love and then vaginal sex. We never had sex because he didn't want that from me. However, there have been many drastic changes with my sexuality in a year. I started having big appetites for sex. I try not to see it, and he doesn't really notice it. I don't want him to think I'm cheating on him. The problem is, he can't satisfy me sexually. No passion, no thrill... there's no animal I need right now. There are all sorts of dirty fantasies in my head with young men, random or colleagues, even friends of my son, something that's staggering to me because these are 20-year-old boys. I started masturbating in the bathroom while I showered every day, fantasizing about dirty and animal sex with these guys and men. I started to stimulate myself with my fingers when I'd never had such a drag about sex. I never thought this would give me any pleasure. The last few months, the situation has become more and more severe, I'm constantly on the verge of embarking on some adventure and cheat on it. I feel terrible because I don't want to be a punk and a whore. We started doing repairs at home, my husband found some young masters. Two chunky and well-placed young boys, a bit of simplicity of appearance, they can't speak, with glimpses of petty, primal... I was on leave and staying at home to keep an eye on them not to steal anything while my husband was at work. I sat with them while they were working, watched them, and the more I watched them, the dirtier and more perverted fantasies invaded my head. I looked at their packets, which were bulging under their tight tracksuits. One boy felt like I was looking at him there, and on a couple of occasions, he demonically moved it in front of me, letting me know his penis was big. I did not take any action, but the night they left, I masturbated like crazy in the bathroom, got powerful orgasms and squirting, which is very rare in me. I started looking at my son's friends. Especially one of them is extremely attractive and muscular. I've seen him topless twice when he came to visit my son in the summer. I can imagine what a nice penis he has and how he would get it to me and vaginally. I'm always willing to do oral sex. I started watching on various sites with masturbating young men and freaked out by arousal when they start to empty I'm starting to get scared of myself, and I'm worried that I'm going to succumb to temptation and it's going to destroy my family. I hope it's just a phase that will pass and I'll be able to keep control.
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barbie_gabriela answered · June 09, 2020
Well, I hope there's some solution to the situation without breaking up your family. You mentioned that you're hiding your husband's wishes. Wouldn't you consider telling him? If you are not inclined to this do not know how to solve the problem without disgusting infidelity or with an empty wait to pass something that can last years. In my opinion, if you are inclined, talk to your husband or just take the reins and suggest, initiate more things than usual. I don't think he's going to complain or refuse to offer him sex or more satisfaction than usual. I don't know what he's going to be inclined to do in return to satisfy you, but you can ask him to restrain himself a few times so you can have more time for sex and settle for it. Your desire to have oral sex is solved relatively easily, I think. The other requires a little more involvement than your husband, who hopefully will understand that there are goodies about him in the whole thing, and that you try not to do anything stupid that would endanger your family, and if he has more sex with you will help not to do so. You know him - work it as you know it to agree to participate more.
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jayymcallen answered · June 09, 2020
It's not going to pass. I don't know why you're worried. You can catch a lover without breaking up your marriage.
M35 family and I'd solve your problem right away ;)
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jason1866 answered · June 09, 2020
There's some truth that women after 40 have a second spike in sexuality. The irony is that for years they have rejected marital sex for all sorts of reasons - fatigue, children, careers and all sorts of things. They feel that life runs between the fingers and they start... There are always excuses - a bunch of tips - lazy in bed, he doesn't notice me, and all that... Now I hope the author appreciates how men feel - who have a strong libido.:)
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lily_cruz answered · June 09, 2020
Is rust and a woman gone...
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thikkumz_koxx answered · June 09, 2020
Eula, Goshko, you made it up well.
It's Bratan.
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hornycouple60 answered · June 09, 2020
Honestly, I don't see anything wrong. Young men are also dying to kick a woman your age and young boys who really know what they want and give it their all. You don't believe your husband wasn't with someone young if he had the chance and knows no one will know. My advice is to do it and satisfy your needs. Every woman has to be quality to keep quiet. But be careful not to get carried away, and make sure it's very hidden. Such love texts just don't. Be a consumer, go, take what you need and go away, be with the thinking of a man. You're giving each other pleasure and who's where it is, at least until the next time you decide you need more. I think having sex with a is an art, and the experience is something amazing and they're going to tremble with delight. Good luck and be happy
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bondi_boy answered · June 10, 2020
And what's keeping you from scratching your scabies, I don't understand? Life is too short to slave to dogmas! Everyone deserves to get their dose of happiness!
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bellelemer answered · June 10, 2020
I'm lucky to come across a slut like you...
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martafoxter answered · June 10, 2020
Hahaha, Bratane, are you telling our Uncle Goshko? It's not a bad thing to sign, we recognize it anyway, and we've become attached already - where are we without the stories of failed debauched women, to whom high-spirited men give forgiveness and a second chance...
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ogveronicaaa answered · June 11, 2020
and my wife is in such a phase right now. I don't know if it's from the age, he's 42. She's become like a tiger in bed, she wants every night, and she wasn't like that when she was young. It's like what the author described. There's a big sex merac. He rarely wanted to, now he rarely misses. I'm still dealing with her wishes, but then I'm like a squeezed lemon.
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cutiepainter answered · June 11, 2020
At 45, the woman feels the end of sex and like a pig. And when he's gone through the menopause, he's. If you've liked a young foal, push it, it won't turn out to you, and it won't boast to your son. That's why we're human, helping each other. Act that the years are flowing and the skin hangs, then you'il be left with only the meraka. And if there's no young one and the husband can't, you're carving a wooden one, and then you're going to try what he feels like when he comes in from behind. It's easy to solve!
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ladylove66c answered · June 13, 2020
The part of the story where the author tells about her fantasies with her son's friends is like a standard script of a movie, so I have some doubts about how real the subject is, but let's assume it is.
Author, I think she's talking openly to her husband and telling him that there's been a stalemate in your sex life and that it's starting to weigh on you, that you'd like to change things. Maybe he'il become more active and surprise you nicely, and he might even give you the green light to make a fantasy with a young man. In any case, talk to him, that's my advice, so you're a couple to discuss problems and look for a way to improve your life together.
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angelqueen1 answered · June 13, 2020
Comment 1 is not bad. But the rest, a typical Bulgarian prostitute.
Every woman has such periods, especially if the husband is passive.
Mine is wild and unbridled, but routine and emancipation, and they say their word.
So one day I told him,
- I think we're stuck. Our sex became banal and insensitive. How do you see your stuff?
He wasn't surprised. He pressed me in his arms and said,
- You're right! We're doing something very automatic. It's not good!
We lay there and thought. Then he said,
A few days ago, I had a dream that Andrew and his wife came to us. And at one point, you're looking, you've got Andrew's dick in two hands and you're stimulating him, and his wife's like,
- What do you think, suck it!
"And what I did," I asked unconsciously.
- You sucked him up and gave him a.
- And that's all? "I asked you," I said.
- He swallowed himself with sperm and then said, "Well, ha! Is there more?
- How did you react?
- I was excited watching you. I erupted like a volcano, and you yelled, " Why did you bite the sperm?
His words directed me to think of something. He's excited, so he's positive. And then I asked the most unexpected question:
- How would you react if I'd snacked his dick?
I know they work for him. An answer followed:
- How am I going to come, your mouth. Then we'il trade.
We didn't need him anymore. We both knew this was going to follow at a good time. And he wasn't late. About 10 days after our conversation, his brother and wife visited. Even today I do not know how it happened, but at one point I found myself naked in the company, and then I saw the daughter-in-law naked. My brother-in-law stimulated her, but I kind of said,
- Let your brother stimulate her.
Then it all turned. I found myself in his arms, then he found himself with a tongue in me, and so he exchanged his tongue with his dick.
We went to bed in the back of all four. There's been such a fuck. My husband was in his element. This first exchange gave us the understanding that diversity pushed us back into the embers. And today we are more ardent than ever.
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kelly_son answered · June 13, 2020
It's a very normal state of the woman in these years. There have been periods where I've had two lovers to make sure at least one of them is available in the evening.
G58
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boooty1 answered · June 14, 2020
You're very interesting.
But the woman didn't cheat, she decided to keep her family, and you encouraged her to do it. If she does, you'il pour a slop on her head. Are you serious?
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katykat769 answered · June 14, 2020
And I am.
I understand the author.
It's very powerful - you're freaking out with desire and fantasies.
G.42
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partwayhome19 answered · June 14, 2020
And I am.
I understand the author.
It's very powerful - you're freaking out with desire and fantasies.
G. 42
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layanah12 answered · June 14, 2020
By 22 if you want me to help?