I'm Turning Into A Slut.

The Story

Hi, I'm a 45-year-old woman, married and with a grown 20-year-old son. This is my confession. I realize that what I will tell you about myself will provoke negative comments and ridicule, but I need to throw it away somewhere in space because I have no one to share such intimate things to. I've had a stable marriage for 20 years. It's a hell of a long time when I didn't cheat on my husband once (I don't know about him). I've never been very sexual and sex wasn't my priority, it doesn't mean I didn't satisfy my husband. I never said no to him. Our sex life is monotonous and quite boring, he is quite lazy in this regard, expects to be served while lying down. I'm used to it, and it doesn't make any difference to me. I love him in love and then vaginal sex. We never had sex because he didn't want that from me. However, there have been many drastic changes with my sexuality in a year. I started having big appetites for sex. I try not to see it, and he doesn't really notice it. I don't want him to think I'm cheating on him. The problem is, he can't satisfy me sexually. No passion, no thrill... there's no animal I need right now. There are all sorts of dirty fantasies in my head with young men, random or colleagues, even friends of my son, something that's staggering to me because these are 20-year-old boys. I started masturbating in the bathroom while I showered every day, fantasizing about dirty and animal sex with these guys and men. I started to stimulate myself with my fingers when I'd never had such a drag about sex. I never thought this would give me any pleasure. The last few months, the situation has become more and more severe, I'm constantly on the verge of embarking on some adventure and cheat on it. I feel terrible because I don't want to be a punk and a whore. We started doing repairs at home, my husband found some young masters. Two chunky and well-placed young boys, a bit of simplicity of appearance, they can't speak, with glimpses of petty, primal... I was on leave and staying at home to keep an eye on them not to steal anything while my husband was at work. I sat with them while they were working, watched them, and the more I watched them, the dirtier and more perverted fantasies invaded my head. I looked at their packets, which were bulging under their tight tracksuits. One boy felt like I was looking at him there, and on a couple of occasions, he demonically moved it in front of me, letting me know his penis was big. I did not take any action, but the night they left, I masturbated like crazy in the bathroom, got powerful orgasms and squirting, which is very rare in me. I started looking at my son's friends. Especially one of them is extremely attractive and muscular. I've seen him topless twice when he came to visit my son in the summer. I can imagine what a nice penis he has and how he would get it to me and vaginally. I'm always willing to do oral sex. I started watching on various sites with masturbating young men and freaked out by arousal when they start to empty I'm starting to get scared of myself, and I'm worried that I'm going to succumb to temptation and it's going to destroy my family. I hope it's just a phase that will pass and I'll be able to keep control.

Last Updated
June 09, 2020
Author:
sasha_palm

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