I'm Tormented By A Mistake

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Hi, I needed to share with someone to get an objective assessment and I think this was the most appropriate place. It's a mistake I made and I can't forgive myself. I slept with a boy only because of sex and the thought that I did it burns me, I feel so guilty and unworthy, ashamed, dirty, that I do not know how to continue and how to forgive myself. And the stupidest thing is that I did it not because I enjoyed it, but because I wanted to prove to myself that I am strong and I can overcome it (who knows why). I wanted to go through this too, because all my life I tried to do everything right and not make mistakes that I would regret and I realized that I lived like in a bottle without experiencing anything in life. After all, we have learned from our mistakes and I don't know what other theories. Yes, and now that I have done it? Nor do I feel better, nor wiser, but I feel only guilt and disappointment in myself. I would be very grateful if someone who went through this, and not only, would give me their point of view.

Last Updated
August 29, 2020
Author:
kendra_sexy

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