I haven't had friends all my life because I just didn't know how to start a conversation. I also have a twin sister with whom we have been in the same class since the 1st grade and after the 7th we did not move because we are better in this school. My sister and I are complete opposites. She's cool and sociable, and I'm a shy loser. The truth is, because of my shyness, if it weren't for my sister, I would be bullied. I read stories of girls bullied at school from this site and from this year. They have at least 1/2 girlfriend, and I'm alone. My sister goes out with her best friends after school and I go home and study. I'm also ashamed to make friends on social media. When I have to read an essay or give a presentation, when I read I spell, and I generally read fluently, in presentations when I say things that are not written, I am very ashamed and I start to block. When I am examined orally, I am terrible, but I am very good at the written test. Sometimes when I'm with my sister we go out with her friends, they're not bad, they're cool. I hate that my sister is not friends with the popular girls in the class because of me, because as my sister she is gone, they bother me the most with the words "Can't you be as cool as your sister?", "Why are you such a loser as you have a cool sister "," Does your sister have anger problems? "," It's good that your sister is otherwise you have left this class "and" We want you to leave the class and your sister to stay because we don't need junk like you. " One time these girls tried to harass me again and my sister yelled at them a lot and almost beat them up and I was sitting. Why am I not as strong as my sister? Why am I so shy?
1 hee_youn answered
You can change as long as you underestimate yourself. Be confident and don't let them harass you. And in 5-6 years you will finish so calm down.