I'm Tired Of Suffering

The Story

I'm really angry right now. I'm tired already. I have been struggling with all kinds of mental illnesses for 1-2 years. Depression, panic attacks, phobias, OCD, obsessive thoughts, hypochondria, existential crises and more. I'm tired of suffering. Nothing helps. Whatever I do. If I feel good for a day, I will feel dead for the next 5 days (to put it mildly). I feel like I'm spinning in a circle. I tried sports, healthy eating, meditations and what not. It just doesn't help. I'm desperate. I don't want to take antidepressants because I know they will only make everything worse, but I honestly don't see anything else anymore. I want to feel normal, at least for a moment. It's a shame I'm only 17 and I'm so damaged. I am so young. I shouldn't suffer so much. I should be happy and live my life. Please help.

Last Updated
September 18, 2020
Author:
quad_massive

Comments