We both felt lonely. We hung out on the Internet looking for communication. I was 26, I didn't have time or money to go out and I had no one to go with. I was driving last year as a student in another city I had a confused idea of life. She was 14 years old, she had a boyfriend, but she also hung out there. He was from another city. I started with the usual words who you are, how old you are, what you study. A week later, I started sending her romantic videos. She fell in love and offered to get closer and she hadn't seen me. He dumped his real friend. I liked to write to each other and I accepted it only for a while. And as I get tired of it, I stopped going online. I hadn't known, though. Two months later, she saw that I was online. And he started writing to me hard. Come on, we renewed. He introduced me to his mother. She was not satisfied, of course. Then we broke up. And we met again after a while. We broke up again and I thought that we are done, but after a year we got together, she did not stop sticking in my hands. We are getting married now. After a year, he is still studying. But what happened to her? My view was that a girl should love you unconditionally, whatever you float, she should continue to love you. She had to be good, to listen to you. Be energetic. The younger the girl the better. The younger ones find it easier to adjust to you. Their emotions are stronger. As you think, so it happened. She adjusted so much to me that now I can't judge which thinking is hers and which is mine. And I noticed that she was so in love. That I became like a drug to her. She needs this drug, me. And the higher the doses the happier she is. I'm like air to her. If he walks away, he fights fiercely for me. To be with me she is ready for anything. Even if he gives up his parents. Whatever I say, she listens to me. I understand that, and I try to be very careful with her. But the difference in age is that I almost raised her. It makes me see her more as a child. It used to weigh on me both as a child and as a woman. But over time, I got used to it. Sometimes I talk to her like a father. However, she also responds like a child. I used to wonder what kind of family we would have. Especially if a daughter is born. Now I just stopped wondering. Author, you feel lonely, you are looking for someone to listen to you, to understand you, to support you. This is more likely to be someone older. And there's a good chance you'll find yourself in my girl's position. It used to weigh on me both as a child and as a woman. But over time, I got used to it. Sometimes I talk to her like a father. However, she also responds like a child. I used to wonder what kind of family we would have. Especially if a daughter is born. Now I just stopped wondering. Author, you feel lonely, you are looking for someone to listen to you, to understand you, to support you. This is more likely to be someone older. And there's a good chance you'll find yourself in my girl's position. It used to weigh on me both as a child and as a woman. But over time, I got used to it. Sometimes I talk to her like a father. However, she also responds like a child. I used to wonder what kind of family we would have. Especially if a daughter is born. Now I just stopped wondering. Author, you feel lonely, you are looking for someone to listen to you, to understand you, to support you. This is more likely to be someone older. And there's a good chance you'll find yourself in my girl's position.
1 jnine91 answered
I'm a boy of 15 and I'm the same as you, but I'm not worried, I only have one friend and I don't need more. But sometimes you have to find the right person. If you want, you can write to me.