I'm Straight, But I'm Feminine. Is There Hope?

The Story

I have some problems. I have only been diagnosed with Hashimoto, but I often alternate hyper phases. I accumulate fat mostly in my legs, abdomen and ass, and I am a man. If I eat sugar, I have a feeling that we are becoming stroently dominant - timid, shy, my libido drops and I start listening to music for girls, I prefer female performers and somehow I feel their songs more. Separately, many women constantly put me in the friends column. Will I ever have a girlfriend? I'm starting to think that something in me is obviously damaged. I don't like men, I like Benny for love and sex, but it's as if I have too much femininity in me - I'm sensitive, vulnerable, romantic, too emotional. I want to start avoiding women at work because I feel like I'm going to be completely feminized. I wanted to kill myself, I don't want to be feminine! Is there any hope for me to become a man? At one point I stopped eating jam and listened to music to mature and it had an effect, but I relaxed again and started stuffing myself with jam. M29

Last Updated
August 23, 2020
Author:
djsussone

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