I'm Still Thinking About My Ex.

The Story

Hi, I'm a 21 year old boy. In December 2016, I met a girl I fell head over heels in love with. We were together 8, then in August 2017 we broke up for nonsense (small, standard quarrel) and out of stubbornness no one looked for the other anymore. We live ... we lived close and at first we met often, but at a distance of 2/3 months the random meetings stopped. I didn't feel like 17 months had passed since our separation, but last night I dreamed of her, I dreamed that we met and arranged to see each other in a park nearby, and we planned to run away somewhere together, she went and waited for me, and I as much and to run I still could not reach her. When I woke up the feeling was very nasty, I cried. Thinking about how some such important things take a turn in such an elementary way, and change so many things in our lives (for the record, I have been living abroad for 12 months). I miss her so much, I miss watching the flame shine in her eyes after we made love. Our relationship is lost, and I wanted to marry this girl one day. I hope this will be published because I really need advice from people with more experience than me.

Last Updated
September 10, 2020
Author:
repgusbilirakis

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