Hello, I am an 18 year old girl and I want to share my problem with you and if you can give me advice. So, it all started 3 years ago, I saw the girl in question and fell in love with her at first sight (I know it's a cliché, but it's the truth ...). We started dating and I fell in love with her more and more, I couldn't tell her that I had feelings for her because it was something new for me, and she had a friend. Over time, I began to get to know myself even better and met a lot of people who are like me. But this girl did not come out of my head, the day came and she and her boyfriend and parted because she kissed another. Naturally, I comforted her, because she cried a lot that she did that. I gathered courage and told her that I had feelings for her, after which she told me that things would not work out and that I should forget about those feelings. It was difficult and impossible, but I tried. I started dating a girl who was just my girlfriend, but I noticed that this girl I was in love with was annoyed (let's call her "G"). She started asking me about her, she told me to be careful when I liked her photos. and we decided to go but I accidentally pushed myself into it and when I stood inches from my lips and shivered .. She naturally quickly pulled away and nothing happened .. After this case I decided that it would be best to limit my contacts a bit with her, but she called me again and I kept making excuses but one day we went out and she reached out to kiss me and I pulled away because I thought it was a number, but in the evening she wrote me "when you wanted to kiss me, I didn't want to and now when I want you don't you want to? ", then I was shocked. We went out for a few days and one night I went in front of them to see each other and sat on a bench, we talked almost all night, I decided to leave, but I could not wait and kissed her .. The next day she kissed me .. And so for a long time .. Two months passed in which we did not know what we were and one day she told me that there was another and that she was with him .. I fell into some huge depression and did not go out for about a month. school to talk, but I didn't go there either. I didn't know what was happening to me. I don't know how and why, but it so happened that at the same time she was with me and him. Another month passed like that. And she told me that she had ended her relationship with him and I used the moment to ask her if she wanted to be with me and she finally said yes !! One night she got a little drunk, but I remember her words, she told me "I only love you, and no one will ever change that." And after a month and a half she returned to her ex who she was when we met .. He is her "great love", so she left me .. But she started cheating on him quite often and he left her, then returned to the one after him, then again at the first one and so he changed them several times .. The two boys were best friends by the way ..
But it turned out that she slept with the second boy and so on. For 1 year she and I did not see or hear each other, one day she called me and told me everything was over, we broke up. We met and she told me that he had beaten her and that she was afraid to break up with him (which was a lie) and so on. A new year came and I took it with me and my company to celebrate, she knew what our song was and yet she played it three times in front of my current girlfriend at the time. and everyone around me .. kissed her .. Then I pulled away, but she hugged me and she kissed me .. I asked her what she wanted and the answer was I want him .. The first .. And I left. She started dating him and now they are together, I'm with the girl I was with on New Year's Eve, but I don't stop thinking about "G". When I see her and I want her to be mine. I really love her, and he calls her ugly names in the slightest scandal and curses her. Tell me people what to do .. Thanks in advance! she was not in the mood and I cheered her up when she smiled and forgot about everything and everyone around me .. he kissed her .. Then I pulled away, but she hugged me and she kissed me .. I asked her what she wanted and her answer I wanted him .. The first .. And I left. She started dating him and now they are together, I'm with the girl I was with on New Year's Eve, but I don't stop thinking about "G". When I see her and I want her to be mine. I really love her, and he calls her ugly names in the slightest scandal and curses her. Tell me people what to do .. Thanks in advance! she was not in the mood and I cheered her up when she smiled and forgot about everything and everyone around me .. he kissed her .. Then I pulled away but she hugged me and she kissed me .. I asked her what she wanted and the answer I wanted him .. The first .. And I left. She started dating him and now they are together, I'm with the girl I was with on New Year's Eve, but I don't stop thinking about "G".
When I see her and I want her to be mine. I really love her, and he calls her ugly names in the slightest scandal and curses her. Tell me people what to do .. Thanks in advance! She started dating him and now they are together, I'm with the girl I was with on New Year's Eve, but I don't stop thinking about "G". When I see her and I want her to be mine. I really love her, and he calls her ugly names at the slightest scandal and curses her. Tell me people what to do .. Thanks in advance! She started dating him and now they are together, I'm with the girl I was with on New Year's Eve, but I don't stop thinking about "G". When I see her and I want her to be mine. I really love her, and he calls her ugly names in the slightest scandal and curses her. Tell me people what to do .. Thanks in advance!