I had an affair with a boy and we are both 20 years old. We met from mutual friends when we were 18 and we had a relationship for about a year and a half. In the beginning he was a little shy boy that I fell in love with and everything was unique ... we had a hell of a lot of experiences ... until the year passed .. he became unbearable he started training like a man and everything this thanks to me ... he gained a lot of confidence ... I was looking for him, I was worried about him and he wasn't worried about me. Many times we quarreled over this and in the end he got tired of him going to separate .. when we separated I had understood his password .. and while we were separated he could not sleep without me and called me in them constantly. . one day when he was having coffee I logged into his profile and saw that he was arranging for one to go out and at the same time for me to go to them ... I got up because he started rubbing him and I sent him pictures of him rubbing ... he ordered me to have his password .. two or three days passed and he called me to apologize and tell me how I am all for him ... I believed him .. we got along ... our balls came. he went to Turkey. When he came home he told me that he didn't want to be with me, I was desperate, it was already everything for me ... and so we parted, months passed in which he was still looking for me and wanted to sleep next to me, for example 1 2 times in the week and I'm a piece and I'm leaving .. now I understand that he has started to deal with the one with which you allegedly wrote months ago .. yes he is not with me and can do everything, but then why is he looking for me more and opens my wound. .. so I am very much in love with him I do not want another for me he is the only one in the world ... I want to return secretly and now I know most will say ah how naive .. but yes and naive to be a fact is that I don't want another ... I've been trying to forget it for half a year, others are writing to me, I don't want to answer them ... HOW TO FORGET HIM .. I SEE THAT HE HAS SOME REMAINING GOODNESS IN HIM I WANT TO TURN IT OFF !!! He is not my first ... but I feel him as such and I want him to be the last .. he did not give me so much .. but for me what he gave me is all I need ... how would you do ... if YOU LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH ..
sometimes I feel like telling him that I want to be with him ... but I stop because I know what the answer is "I'm not that big to have a serious relationship" .. do you think we have after a while a chance .. to be happy again .. so I'm very in love with him I don't want another for me he is the only one in the world ... I want him to return secretly and now I know most will say ah how naive she is .. but to be naive to be a fact is that I do not want another ... I've been trying to forget it for half a year, others are writing to me, I don't want to answer them ... HOW TO FORGET HIM .. I SEE THAT HE HAS SOME REMAINING GOODNESS IN HIM I WANT TO UNLOCK IT !!! He is not my first ... but I feel him as such and I want him to be the last .. he did not give me so much .. but for me what he gave me is all I need ... how would you do ... if YOU LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH .. sometimes I feel like telling him that I want to be with him ... but I stop because I know what the answer is "I'm not that big to have a serious relationship" .. do you think we have after a while a chance .. to be happy again .. so I'm very in love with him I don't want another for me he is the only one in the world ... I want him to return secretly and now I know most will say ah how naive she is .. but to be naive to be a fact is that I do not want another ... I've been trying to forget it for half a year, others are writing to me, I don't want to answer them ... HOW TO FORGET HIM .. I SEE THAT HE HAS SOME REMAINING GOODNESS IN HIM I WANT TO UNLOCK IT !!! He is not my first ... but I feel him as such and I want him to be the last .. he didn't give me so much .. but for me what he gave me is all I need ... how would you do it ... if YOU LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH .. sometimes I feel like telling him that I want to be with him ... but I stop because I know what the answer is "I'm not that big to have a serious relationship" .. do you think we have after a while a chance .. to be happy again ..
1 tefivalenzuela answered
I'm sorry, but if this boy loved you and couldn't do it without you, he would be with you, and next to you, and he's looking for others, and when he's alone he misses you, but when he's not alone he doesn't need you and he remembers it's not love. I understand you perfectly, you want it, you love it, but what you are doing is a pity you are exposing yourself. This relationship is long over when you are looking for others. Don't do it just like that, I've heard these things, the truth is that when you love 1 you have eyes and everything only for him, not only do you not need another, but you don't want one. However, this is not the case with you, there is nothing in common and it will not happen, he is young, he tells you, he lives today with another typical garbage tomorrow. You are not guilty, you are just a fool who suffers, I also loved too much and I ended 2 such relationships, because when there is no understanding and love, there comes a moment when you can't stand it, you just collapse. You are a woman, have dignity, raise your head and out of your life all the rubbish who values and loves you, and just then you will see what it is like to be happy and how naive you were. Don't stay with him, he doesn't love you, he hurts you, and when you love, you can't hurt the person, because it hurts you to see him suffer.