I'm Sick - Out Of Love ..

The Story

Love was the best feeling, and I didn't see anything good ... I've known him for almost a year and honestly at the beginning I didn't pay attention to him. We work together and from there everything started .. out of jokes or boredom I don't know .. Some kind words started, hugs, he wanted to take me for a long time, he invited me to their house. Colleagues started talking and my boss has the feeling that he is deliberately making different shifts from him so that we don't see each other. When he rests, I work and vice versa ... And I always want to see him. I told myself it was all a game, but it was a lot bigger. He started writing to me more often, he wanted to see me outside of work, but I refused .. I was just scared, then I was sorry .. I sank a lot, I can't recognize myself anymore .. I almost don't eat, I can't sleep (and I I slept constantly before, whenever I had time), I'm sad, my thoughts are with him .. if anyone writes to me, I immediately look, even though I know it won't be him. I didn't feel that way and it doesn't work ... I gave myself time ... I didn't go to social networks so as not to see it, I just wanted to do what didn't even start. He is very fickle .. Sometimes he writes and speaks so kindly, he hugs me .. then for days NOTHING? !! We talked .. there is no other, no children, he was just very busy, making repairs .. How to behave? What to do? I can't do this anymore .. it's torture .. It's clear that we like each other, everyone sees it .. only where we can't take it seriously. It's all a joke, and we're both serious people. Does love make us cowards? I just wanted to do what didn't even start. He is very fickle .. Sometimes he writes and speaks so kindly, he hugs me .. then for days NOTHING? !! We talked .. there is no other, no children, he was just very busy, making repairs .. How to behave? What to do? I can't do this anymore .. it's torture .. It's clear that we like each other, everyone sees it .. only where we can't take it seriously. It's all a joke, and we're both serious people. Does love make us cowards? I just wanted to do what didn't even start. He is very fickle .. Sometimes he writes and speaks so kindly, he hugs me .. then for days NOTHING? !! We talked .. there is no other, no children, he was just very busy, making repairs .. How to behave? What to do? I can't do this anymore .. it's torture .. It's clear that we like each other, everyone sees it .. only where we can't take it seriously. It's all a joke, and we're both serious people. Does love make us cowards? only where we can't take it seriously. It's all a joke, and we're both serious people. Does love make us cowards? only where we can't take it seriously. It's all a joke, and we're both serious people. Does love make us cowards?

Last Updated
September 23, 2020
Author:
sailor_18

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