I'm Self-sufficient, But I Feel Stupid Now.

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Hi! All people talk about love, romance, and I hear about such bibs. I'm 16 years old, a girl, and I've never had a boyfriend before, at least not seriously. I always dreamed of having, and I thought it wasn't the time, and I'm waiting, and I'm waiting, but nothing happens. There is nothing that repels others-I have a perfect look (I've always been vain and take a lot of care to look like this), I'm intelligent and I have my own opinion, I'm funny, I'm quite radiant and I'm very sociable, I've had a lot of sporting success, and I'm able to sing and paint. Actually, the truth is, I'm not particularly sensitive. I've always done my own thing in life because I only trust myself and I almost never rely on other people. I'm in love with myself, I love myself very much and I always defend my dignity. I'm confident in myself, I'm not interested in other people's opinions at all, not even my parents. I know who I am, and I don't think I have to prove myself to anyone. In general, I'm a non-cracker. But the irony is that I am self-sufficient and do not have a true love for others other than myself (I do not even know what love is, I have never felt anything like this) and at the same time sometimes I think about this topic, I go out with my friends who have boyfriends, and I stand alone and watch how cute kissing and hugging are and thinking if it would be nice to have such a person by my side. I'm not desperate because I feel good and alone, but I think I'm going to start despairing, looking at all the couples around me, I don't want my first boyfriend to be 18-20-25, I know. I don't want some super-serious relationship, I prefer the fleeting sooner, I want to have sex, these are things that every person needs. I feel like God's making jokes with me.

Last Updated
June 17, 2020
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