I'm Really Confused About My Ex-girlfriend

The Story

Hello. I am a man of 30 years. The story is long but I will try to tell it to you briefly and in a way that you understand me. 3 years ago I had a relationship with a girl I left. We loved each other. I left her because I saw a chat with another boy. The things they had written to each other. There has been no infidelity on her part, but there is betrayal. And I think any sober-minded man will do the same. Let me emphasize here that I am also to blame. I always admit my mistakes. A few months later, she began a relationship with another boy for about 2 years. A period in which we had no contact because I realized that he was restricting her in almost all social networks. She also told me that she had stayed with him several times. They separated earlier this year. The middle of March wrote to me. She unblocked me and wrote to me. Accordingly, I answered her immediately and immediately something ignited in me. The only girl I have quite strong feelings for and I think for. I have not had any other like her. We have seen and continue to see each other to this day. We are intimate, make me 2 gifts. I would say I even love her. The only thing that confuses me a lot from the inside is that I'm super hesitant. We talked about trying again, but somehow it's like there's something in me, another voice telling you: Don't start again with this girl. I have hellishly strong feelings for her, maybe they never disappeared. She tells me the same thing. There's the thrill again. But I didn't feel so hesitant. Has anyone else been in a similar situation ?? Can you love someone and wonder if you stay with the person in question? We have seen and continue to see each other to this day. We are intimate, make me 2 gifts. I would say I even love her. The only thing that confuses me a lot from the inside is that I'm super hesitant. We talked about trying again, but somehow it's like there's something in me, another voice telling you: Don't start again with this girl. I have hellishly strong feelings for her, maybe they never disappeared. She tells me the same thing. There's the thrill again. But I didn't feel so hesitant. Has anyone else been in a similar situation ?? Can you love someone and wonder if you stay with the person in question? We have seen and continue to see each other to this day. We are intimate, make me 2 gifts. I would say I even love her. The only thing that confuses me a lot from the inside is that I'm super hesitant. We talked about trying again, but somehow it's like there's something in me, another voice telling you: Don't start again with this girl. I have hellishly strong feelings for her, maybe they never disappeared. She tells me the same thing. There's the thrill again. But I didn't feel so hesitant. Has anyone else been in a similar situation ?? Can you love someone and wonder if you stay with the person in question? Don't start again with this girl. I have hellishly strong feelings for her, maybe they never disappeared. She tells me the same thing. There's the thrill again. But I didn't feel so hesitant. Has anyone else been in a similar situation ?? Can you love someone and wonder if you stay with the person in question? Don't start again with this girl. I have hellishly strong feelings for her, maybe they never disappeared. She tells me the same thing. There's the thrill again. But I didn't feel so hesitant. Has anyone else been in a similar situation ?? Can you love someone and wonder if you stay with the person in question?

Last Updated
August 09, 2020
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chubbywelshcake

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