I'm Obsessed With Teeth, I'm Constantly Staring At People's Mouths. Is There Something Wrong With Me?

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Hi, I'm 21 and I'm a dental maniac. I don't know exactly how this "problem" of mine arose, but as a child I had crooked and not very nice teeth, and they were relatively yellow, although I brushed them regularly, obviously my enamel was just yellower. They weren't the most crooked, some people didn't even notice that they weren't right, but I had decided that they were terribly crooked and terribly bad, and I thought everyone was looking at me. I come from a poor family and the only thing my parents could afford at the time were splints with a plastic palate, which were nightmarish to say the least! They couldn't last, when I put them on I had the feeling that my mouth was full of plastic, they made wounds on my tongue and gums, I don't know how it happened, but I was always with sores in my mouth. And despite, that they were nightmarish and I hated them from the bottom of my soul I wore them for 3 years. I kept repeating to myself how my teeth would get better and how I would have a nice smile and just last, but the braces turned out to be complete rubbish and a gram didn't help me, I just struggled with them. When I was 16-17, I started working here and there, whatever I could find, either in the summer or after school. I was a waitress, a cleaner, a bartender. And so I saved 2600 leva, as much as I was told that the braces on my upper and lower teeth would cost me. I put them on, I got perfectly arranged teeth after 2 years of wearing. I was with them at the ball, but I didn't care. What were 1, 2 or 3 years compared to a lifetime beautiful smile? Soon after removing the braces, I bought whitening strips and whitened my teeth. At the moment I am, to put it mildly, obsessed with teeth, dental hygiene, whitening, etc. n. I constantly pay attention to the condition of the teeth of the people around me and it strikes me that they are not at all interested in the condition of their teeth! We are not talking about whiteness or being perfectly arranged. We are talking about hygiene. Is a toothbrush and toothpaste that expensive? When I meet boys, I look at their teeth. Somehow I feel disgusted to kiss someone with yellow or IMPERFECT teeth. My friend tells me that I was a doctor, but really one of the first things I see when I meet a new person is his teeth. I always have perfectly brushed teeth and something mint in my mouth to keep my breath pleasant, I want my friend to do the same. Am I really sick or am I OK but most people no longer care about the condition of their teeth and do not know what oral hygiene is? It happens to me non-stop that someone sits next to me and starts talking to me and I smell his horrible breath ... I feel super uncomfortable. I know I have to delve into just that, I know there are a lot more important things than just teeth, but I can't. I am ready to swallow many other shortcomings, height, weight, etc. do not make any impression on me. But imperfect teeth, as well as dirt ... I can't, no matter how hard I try. Do you think I'm okay? Do I really need a doctor? I am ready to swallow many other shortcomings, height, weight, etc. do not make any impression on me. But imperfect teeth, as well as dirt ... I can't, no matter how hard I try. Do you think I'm okay? Do I really need a doctor? I am ready to swallow many other shortcomings, height, weight, etc. do not make any impression on me. But imperfect teeth, as well as dirt ... I can't, no matter how hard I try. Do you think I'm okay? Do I really need a doctor?

Last Updated
September 02, 2020
Author:
freckledapril

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