I'm a teenager. Suddenly there was a great monotony in my life ... I have almost no reason to move forward, except that I am interested in science, literature, sports. I have long been lonely in terms of relationships. But that's another question. I started to go crazy and cling to some more "non-standard", let's call them, ideas. For example, I suddenly started cleaning the room much more often (and with detergents), I don't touch my face when I'm on the bus, I wash my hands as soon as I get home; I throw away all the clothes I wore on the flights, in the laundry room or on the terrace. I'm horrified at the thought of germs. Especially when I see Roma, I run like that, for no reason, at least 50 meters from them. I wash my hands every 2 seconds when I have dinner because I've touched my jiesema or something. Or something else ... my fear of the paranormal deepened, spirits, aliens. Several evenings in a row, I stood in front of my laptop for up to 2 hours to watch movies related to space. Then, for no reason, I huddled in the chair without moving because I was scared. I squatted for about an hour while taking a bath and going to bed. Sometimes I'm scared, sometimes I'm not. I find myself sometimes dreaming, daydreaming, dreaming with open eyes how if one day, life and health, settles alone in my own apartment, I will clean everything (be it with steam or chemicals), how I will take a bath before entering in the bedroom, how will I keep books, appliances and other bacteria-collecting things in a separate room, etc. And I know that this will not help me to isolate myself from bacteria and pathogens at 100000%, but again ... I dream. It's not right, but ... that's how I fill my time now. : X Any ideas to watch movies related to space. Then, for no reason, I sat huddled in the chair without moving because I was scared. I squatted for about an hour while taking a bath and going to bed. Sometimes I'm scared, sometimes I'm not. I find myself sometimes dreaming, daydreaming, dreaming with open eyes how if one day, life and health, settles alone in my own apartment, I will clean everything (be it with steam or chemicals), how I will take a bath before entering in the bedroom, how will I keep books, appliances and other bacteria-collecting things in a separate room, etc. And I know that this will not help me to isolate myself from bacteria and pathogens at 100000%, but again ... I dream. It's not right, but ... that's how I fill my time now. : X Any ideas? to watch movies related to space. Then, for no reason, I huddled in the chair without moving because I was scared. I squatted for about an hour while taking a bath and going to bed. Sometimes I'm scared, sometimes I'm not. I find myself sometimes dreaming, daydreaming, dreaming with open eyes how if one day, life and health, settles alone in my own apartment, I will clean everything (be it with steam or chemicals), how I will take a bath before entering in the bedroom, how will I keep books, appliances and other bacteria-collecting things in a separate room, etc. And I know that this will not help me to isolate myself from bacteria and pathogens at 100000%, but again ... I dream. It's not right, but ... that's how I fill my time now. : X Any ideas? while taking a bath and going to bed. Sometimes I'm scared, sometimes I'm not. I find myself sometimes dreaming, daydreaming, dreaming with open eyes how if one day, life and health, settles alone in my own apartment, I will clean everything (be it with steam or chemicals), how I will take a bath before entering in the bedroom, how will I keep books, appliances and other bacteria-collecting things in a separate room, etc. And I know that this will not help me to isolate myself from bacteria and pathogens at 100000%, but again ... I dream. It's not right, but ... that's how I fill my time now. : X Any ideas? while taking a bath and going to bed. Sometimes I'm scared, sometimes I'm not. I find myself sometimes dreaming, daydreaming, dreaming with open eyes how if one day, life and health, settles alone in my own apartment, I will clean everything (be it with steam or chemicals), how I will take a bath before entering in the bedroom, how will I keep books, appliances and other bacteria-collecting things in a separate room, etc. And I know that this will not help me isolate myself from bacteria and pathogens at 100000%, but again ... I dream. It's not right, but ... that's how I fill my time now. : X Any ideas? how will I keep books, equipment and other things that collect bacteria in a separate room, etc. And I know that this will not help me to isolate myself from bacteria and pathogens at 100000%, but again ... I dream. It's not right, but ... that's how I fill my time now. : X Any ideas? how will I keep books, equipment and other things that collect bacteria in a separate room, etc. And I know that this will not help me to isolate myself from bacteria and pathogens at 100000%, but again ... I dream. It's not right, but ... that's how I fill my time now. : X Any ideas?
1 Cinderella18 answered
Idea: To seek help. These are phobias. Go to a psychologist or something.