I'm Not For This World ?? What's Wrong With Me ??

   These questions are in human nature. For some, it is too much to think in that direction. If there is one thing you are wrong about, it is that you are prone to depression. I feel this from what I read. The fact that life is temporary does not make it meaningless. Live it as you see fit. But do not waste your time thinking about death, it is something natural and it is in the future anyway, live here and now.

   To tighten. I understood almost nothing from what you wrote, only that you were not ordinary. At least she was justified. Don't consider yourself as special as a superhero. What strength do you have? There are many children and teenagers who believe in God, not all of them hang out all day in cafes, discos and have boyfriends to be normal. For example, at the age of 16 I had a nervous breakdown, I got sick, I had panic attacks, I was in bed, I even felt that I was between this world and the next, but a force was holding me - to God. I thought only of him and was even afraid of everything earthly. It was a special period and I think it is completely natural and normal. I am also sure that many people have gone through this stage. Focus on living your life to the fullest, and by that I don't mean just going to parties and pouring into bars. Be a good person do not envy or think evil of anyone. Try to become the best option for yourself and remember that no one is more special than you, as you are more special than him. F20

   You are in this world, but not of this world. In fact, you are an advanced soul, so you can't fit into the crazy world of your classmates. And you don't need it. You are on the right track with your research, but be careful not to overpower reality. Now learn your lessons and pursue your dreams, when you get older you will find yourself I hope. I was the same as you, but I learned to make my way among the sheep and to defend myself, even at the cost of setting whole teams against myself. You think like an indigo child. I'm glad there are still young people like you. Your life will be a struggle and again with a struggle with the crazy world, you will be attacked because you are different, but realize your diagnosis of being and defending yourself.

   Abe, you stick bad labels on yourself. She was wrong, I don't know what she was. What should we "be like others" for, we humans are all different. We're not clones after all. Or you want to become a clone of some "normal" muffin, which just hangs in malls and cafes and beauty salons and must have caught some sexually transmitted pain from the many boyfriends. Or she is looking for mutri to "ensure" a "good life" for her .... If you want to be like all the other "normal" young people in Bulgaria in this chalgaphonized subculture, then you are not really that different. And you're not as special as you think. You've pretended to be something super special and different, you think you're an alien or some fallen angel. Let it shine on you — a perfectly normal girl, a little different from the others, maybe you have philosophical biases, or you are more spiritually elevated. And that's it. Nothing special. I'm sorry to disappoint you, but you're not the new messiah: D And I'm different in myself, I don't like in Bulgaria for this country most people here, I don't have a lot of friends, and I don't like Bulgarian men. I speak English, I'm attracted to Western and American culture and I'm not interested here ... I dream of having a foreign boyfriend (Not colored, but I'm not racist, but I want a blond) I like German men, Scandinavians, English and white Americans. And what, does that make me super special? That I'm away from the others because I don't particularly like it in Bulgaria, I'm not interested, etc. And I don't like many things, especially this nonsense. But that doesn't make me incredibly special or "wrong." There are others like me, that is why the world is full of emigrants from Bulgaria. I'm sure there are a lot of teenagers like you, falling for a few philosophers, and then pretending to be "out of this world." : D

   It's a pity I can't write to you you are a very interesting person and I would gladly listen to you because you are like a fallen angel

   There are others calmly. I consider myself a victim of circumstances because of the theory of relativity and the impossibility of a peaceful world without disasters, famine and war.

   Number 5. Thanks for your advice, I hope I'm doing well in this world ... Number 6. I'm talking to you about how simple I feel, and you call me that you want a foreign boyfriend. Saibio ... Number 7. I pray that what you wrote is not a joke. Hah if it's a joke (hahahahahahahahaha it's very funny, if it's not a joke - thank you. I would talk to you, but I do not intend to give my personal data on an anonymous site .. Number 4, thanks for the advice.

   To all of you. All I wanted to tell everyone was that I felt like I was in a fairy tale ... It was as if someone was currently telling my story to someone else. It's like I'm some kind of doll who has no idea where it is ... It has a population of over 7 billion, but none of them can understand me. Well I have only one choice. I will continue to search for the truth about myself, about the world and about EVERYTHING in general. Write what you want. And if you write me a novel, I will stay the same ...

   Oops, I forgot to say something at number 6. I'm an excellent philosopher ...

   You are normally stupid for your age. You're fine.

   you ask yourself existential questions. This is perfectly normal. Get to know your debut, but don't be extreme. I had shut myself up for a while and didn't talk to strangers, I just talked to myself for a while. strive to be, "match" the clock with reality - and don't become an outsider - it will hurt your social skills.

   You're not like me, right, I don't have friends, only old ones we don't even see so often anymore, and my family isn't perfect. I read so far "Okay, it's normally one, two days ... but it's everyday." Completely normal for me. I read everything, I don't know why you're excited about being normal. I didn't read anything out of order, if your peers tell you you're crazy, stop listening to them, and they'll start thinking like that, starting to think. Don't be on your own, I haven't read anything abnormal so far except things between the lines, I think classmates fools have made you dislike yourself. Just don't listen to them, that's it. Keep thinking, and my head is buzzing with thinking, sometimes, you're glad it's like that, other times not, just be careful who you trust.

   I think you need a psychologist. I had a classmate who believed that at night Jesus Christ was coming to see her ... :) She had dreamed of him. You have a mental problem, but it's good that you realize it. Work with a psychologist to understand its roots and remove it.

   You need someone to fuck you. And you will immediately come down to the ground and you will understand what your hat has tightened. Just try not to decide that you are a dog, for example, that there are such crazy people.

   You are completely normal, you are only very intellectual levels above your classmates. I would only advise you to learn to accept the world as it is. And you continue to develop, learn and have fun. Life is not only very ugly sometimes, it can also be very beautiful. It largely depends on you how you will build your world. Do not forget the faith in God.

   Hey, if we could meet ... you're just like me. I'm sure you regularly ask yourself questions like "Where's the point of this thing?" "Why does everyone do it"? "Life is so elementary" and any such right? I'm the same. You are indigo, these are people with a mission, they stand out. I'm just sorry I can't find you. Different people find some comfort when we meet someone like us. I understand you very well. Create two worlds, one for people, the other will be yours alone. Try to merge with the crowd, do not stand out, because the different have always been separated and considered even crazy. Try to merge with the situations and the environment in which you are. Be sure to find people like you to relieve the great tension you have accumulated. You're a wonderful person, I'm just naughty,

   My opinion - there is nothing "wrong in (you)", the problem is your rejection of what you are. I don't know why, but I had the idea to show you Michael Singer's book The Untied Soul. A journey beyond yourself. ”, I checked, it has been translated into Bulgarian ;-) Show love for yourself, deep love and look for your way to your avatar here, at the moment, on this planet.

   I'm sorry, sweetheart, but I've never met a teen who doesn't feel misunderstood and confused. This is as normal as breathing. I also have a little sister at 16. I will tell you how she copes - she accepts herself and is not ashamed of her inner world. She doesn't like parties and cafes in the mall, she wants me to take her to yoga, to talk to the girls there, to read something. He reads psychology for students. He writes fantasy stories. He likes astronomy. She is different, yes, but she has her own friends and boyfriend. For his birthday, he gave him a picture of the sky over our city at the moment he was born. When you get off the pedestal that you are super different and alien and start sharing your inner world with people, you will find that they have one too, that there are still many wrong people like you and you will not feel out of place.

   Almost every teenager feels the same way you describe him. I went through this - the so-called identity crises, feelings of loneliness, isolation from the world ... I think almost everyone is. You are different. That's right. But others are different, everyone is. Apparently you are so closed in on your problems that you do not want to get to know and appreciate others. This is selfishness and contradicts Christian teaching. "Couldn't I be normal like the others (in the sense of cafes, boyfriends, discos" - there are many, MANY teenagers aged 13-19 who are in the same way. The fact that you don't have a partner and a desire to visit cafes doesn't is a strange thing - but it makes you lonely. Nightclubs are forbidden for people under 18. Put your thought into something constructive, turn it into energy. Try to create art (write / blond / compose, etc.), to be useful to yourself and to society. If you let your thoughts overwhelm you, there is a chance that you will fly in a negative direction, that you will not achieve anything in your life, that you will have the wrong view of yourself, that you will develop a depressive disorder, and so on. She would hardly want such a life. Talk to a psychologist or psychotherapist if you feel that you are not doing well on your own. Look for clubs in psychology, philosophy, family constellations, etc. There are dozens of people like you. But to cultivate a clergy, you have to listen to number 25 - don't think of yourself as special until you do something special. For now, you only think things that 2/3 of people your age think ... even if you don't believe it. to have a wrong view of yourself, to develop a depressive disorder, etc. She would hardly want such a life. Talk to a psychologist or psychotherapist if you feel that you are not doing well on your own. Look for clubs in psychology, philosophy, family constellations, etc. There are dozens of people like you. But to cultivate a clergy, you have to listen to number 25 - don't think about yourself until you do something special. For now, you only think things that 2/3 of people your age think ... even if you don't believe it. to have a wrong view of yourself, to develop a depressive disorder, etc. She would hardly want such a life. Talk to a psychologist or psychotherapist if you feel that you are not doing well on your own. Look for clubs in psychology, philosophy, family constellations, etc. There are dozens of people like you. But to cultivate a clergy, you have to listen to number 25 - don't think about yourself until you do something special. For now, you only think things that 2/3 of people your age think ... even if you don't believe it.