I'm Lonely Like Never Before.

The Story

Hello! I grew up in a medium-sized town of about two cans of gasoline from Sofia (large cans). As a child, I did not miss friends. Over time, my circle of friends narrowed and only the real ones remained. Then I finished high school. I had the opportunity to follow my dreams, to achieve what I had dreamed of all my life, to start climbing the small steps of life. Thus began my story, my long journey to the infinite. Alas, I did not predict a small variable in the equation. My success goes hand in hand with loneliness, that bottomless pit that quietly sneaks up on you and starts killing you slowly but surely. I moved to a nearby town to continue my studies. My student years were pleasant for me. You know how it is - parties, roommates and new acquaintances. Everything was always in moderation. I knew why I was there and why my parents worked hard so I could study. I went home to my friends every week and we had fun together every weekend. I had friends with a big P who were ready for anything for me. Then the story ended. I graduated with honors. It was not at all difficult for me to find the dream job. The problem is that my sector is centralized in Sofia, and only there I had the opportunity for a good start. I moved to Sofia. Colleagues turned out to be wonderful people. It's a fairy tale at work, but when I get home I feel so empty. I like living alone, but I can't live without friends. I can't stand alone Friday night through Sunday and wonder if I should drink whiskey or watch a movie. I fell into a vicious circle. I have no friends around me, I have no one. I have a feeling that even the people on the street feel it, it's like I'm a ghost. I tried to go home to my friends every week, but it didn't work. The road is overwhelmingly long and there are two days off. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to make new acquaintances. I want at least the weekends to have someone to go out with, someone to exchange two stories about for something other than work. To go to a crazy party, to feel human again. What good do I get from a good salary now that I don't have anyone by my side?

Last Updated
August 12, 2020
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