I know what it's about, because at about the same time I was like that. I probably don't know the age, but before that I didn't need to go out to a disco, for example, to drink or to have something at home. Min.year maybe I started drinking ... on my 20th birthday. And because of nonsense - some stupid stories, then every time something happened I drank a glass, for example .. green Sobieski with redbull hah and so on .. However, I began to realize and ask myself "Who am I doing it for?", Because I hurt. on its own, drinking can't fix your life when it's rotten or solve a problem, it doesn't help you feel better, it even makes you worse. It is not a solution. I had really disgusting things in my life, then I didn't drink, but because of some stupid story with a boy, or because of some movie ... Recently my dog was stolen. Then I felt very bad and I bought a drink and drank, not to the point of drunkenness, sometimes I overdo it, but just then it really clicked, I poured the alcohol and broke the bottle. This will not help anyway ... I stopped. I don't drink every day, I've never drunk like that, for example if I go out somewhere ... but it's still very rare, I don't need to drink, except at gatherings, but not every time. That's why I tell you ... You have family, you have friends, you have people who love you. You just have to be strong, as before you started drinking, to live and if there is something that bothers you and subconsciously made you start - to lose it from your life. You don't deserve it, nor do your loved ones. eg if I go out somewhere..but it is still very rare, I do not need to drink, except at gatherings, but not every time. That's why I tell you ... You have family, you have friends, you have people who love you. You just have to be strong, as before you started drinking, to live and if there is something that bothers you and subconsciously made you start - to lose it from your life. You don't deserve it, nor do your loved ones. eg if I go out somewhere..but it is still very rare, I do not need to drink, except at gatherings, but not every time. That's why I tell you ... You have family, you have friends, you have people who love you. You just have to be strong, as before you started drinking, to live and if there is something that bothers you and subconsciously made you start - to lose it from your life. You don't deserve it, nor do your loved ones.
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I'm a man Stop !!!!! If there is a decent man next to you, he will stop you, but obviously he will not. STOP !!!!! That day I buried a close friend who was killed by an alcoholic in his 50s. He had a decent woman who put up with him drinking for more than 20 years. Realize why you're drinking, who you want to get rid of this way. Bad memory, unhappy love or yourself. Children will not be happy to bury an alcoholic mother. Write what you miss in this life and what you replace with alcohol / I drink but for pleasure / You will read the opinions of both men and women. Choose what you want, but STOP. Indulge in sex, other vices that, although carnal, do not kill the soul. Even if it seems silly to you, remember what I write! Alcohol is not only safe, but also a transparent death !!!!