I'm Jealous Of His Ex!

The Story

Hi, let's start from the beginning. G. I am 21 years old and I have a boyfriend of 1 year, (he is as big as me) my problem is that I am terribly jealous of his ex-girlfriend. I recently saw him add her to a friend list. As far as I know, they broke up because she cheated on him. They met for the second time and after a while she was a jerk to him, with the excuse (they were not for each other). She tells me that they broke up in a very ugly way, that he insulted her and so on. They haven't written to each other for a long time, but I expect that soon. He tells me that he will never love another as much as he loved her. This hurt me a lot. I made a mistake, recently took his phone to read everything they wrote and sent. I saw no argument, no insult, nothing. I just saw how pathetic he is and how he explains himself to her in love and that he will never stop loving her. Because of this mistake, I started posting her profiles everywhere and trying to look like her. I'm sick, I'm sick of playing the role of a second violin. I feel disgusting. It hurts me to know that he doesn't love me as much as he loved her. And I do everything for him. I bought him a car, a guitar and what not. I look at it like a painted egg. I do my housework, I get a good salary (more than that), attention, love, and yet I don't get that attention and love that she received. I don't know how to feel and what to do, I don't know if he loves me or just uses me to forget her. Any advice will be helpful. Thank you! that he doesn't love me as much as he loved her. And I do everything for him. I bought him a car, a guitar and what not. I look at it like a painted egg. I do my housework, I get a good salary (more than that), attention, love, and yet I don't get that attention and love that she received. I don't know how to feel and what to do, I don't know if he loves me or just uses me to forget her. Any advice will be helpful. Thank you! that he doesn't love me as much as he loved her. And I do everything for him. I bought him a car, a guitar and what not. I look at it like a painted egg. I do my housework, I get a good salary (more than that), attention, love, and yet I don't get that attention and love that she received. I don't know how to feel and what to do, I don't know if he loves me or just uses me to forget her. Any advice will be helpful. Thank you! Any advice will be helpful. Thank you! Any advice will be helpful. Thank you!

Last Updated
August 21, 2020
Author:
iamminglee

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