I'm In Shock

My mother has been divorced from my father for a very long time! They broke up when I was a baby at a young age, now I'm 21! According to my mother, they separated because of my father's jealousy and domestic violence! Over the years, I hated my father and was against him, but things were not so real and my reliable source, that is, my mother, just blackmailed me! When I was 4 or 5 somewhere there, my mother systematically left me to my grandmother to watch me while she was with her love, on tours in Europe! Almost all my life until now, my mother dragged herself from one to the other and everyone made fun of her! I don't mind finding a man, because it wouldn't be right to be alone in old age. Especially if you have a child and it's a girl, because I'm going to get married and I want her to have a man by her side! The point is that she always leaves me in the background and if men tell her to kick me out of the house, she will do it! Not that I had This case years ago, one of my friends was jealous of me and she told me to go and live with relatives! I guess you already understand!

My poor father has three more children, he hasn't looked for me since. 7 years ... I decided to write because I have a friend and I hold on to him and my mother hits and insults me and tells me that I will never see him, and she only causes me problems with him, that is, she fucks my life, and at the same time he writes to all sorts of men, turns them to 5, 6 and writes dirty things with everyone, I even saw a boy two years younger than me and he writes to do some things and she told him that if he is obedient will come in them! I'm in complete shock! I'm a hardworking girl I can handle, I can go live with my boyfriend,