I'm In Love With A Boy In My Class

Hello! I will not say my name or add other names because I prefer it to be anonymous! The only thing I will say is that I am 19 years old and that I am from Stara Zagora! And so my story begins with the fact that I had some sympathy for a boy in my class! But it wasn't much. For a day or two we wrote on social networks and shared things. And so we were friends who shared about all sorts of things in life. My classmate saw that I was constantly looking at him and that we were writing to each other late and she was telling me that she knew and claimed that I liked him, but I denied it and didn't want to admit it! So in the summer I forgot about him, but here we went to school again and all feelings returned! One night, he had to go to a disco and before that we wrote some jokes and got there to come home after the disco! I knew what he wanted because he had told me before, but I didn't agree! But tonight I said to myself, "Why not" and I thought that it would pass after that, that the thrill itself would go away after the evening we had to spend! He came and we had sex ... and we agreed not to tell anyone! After tonight, he wrote me that he liked it very much and wanted to try again and I was happy not because he wanted to have sex, but because something could happen between us! It was the first time he had sex, and the third time I thought he had some feelings and I was happy with that fact! and told me that when he had free time he would write to me to see you! And so a month passed and he didn't write to me, and we hardly talked at school and I felt very bad, but I still had hope and waited! And two months later I asked him what he really wanted from me and if he wanted something to happen in the future and he replied, "I think it would be better to stop and forget about it." And here comes the question, "How can I overcome it" 'as we are together every day and I see him every day, and I don't want to have feelings for him and suffer! I know he used me to do it for the first time, but I don't want to suffer from people who don't know what they want and what they do! If anyone can give me advice it would be very nice !! Thanks in advance!!! And two months later I asked him what he really wanted from me and if he wanted something to happen in the future and he replied, "I think it would be better to stop and forget about it." 'as we are together every day and I see him every day, and I don't want to have feelings for him and suffer! I know he used me to do it for the first time, but I don't want to suffer from people who don't know what they want and what they do! If anyone can give me advice it would be very nice !! Thanks in advance!!! And two months later I asked him what he really wanted from me and if he wanted something to happen in the future and he replied, "I think it would be better to stop and forget about it." And here comes the question, "How can I overcome it?" 'as we are together every day and I see him every day, and I don't want to have feelings for him and suffer! I know he used me to do it for the first time, but I don't want to suffer from people who don't know what they want and what they do! If anyone can give me advice it would be very nice !! Thanks in advance!!! but I don't want to suffer from people who don't know what they want and what they do! If anyone can give me advice it would be very nice !! Thanks in advance!!! but I don't want to suffer from people who don't know what they want and what they do! If anyone can give me advice it would be very nice !! Thanks in advance!!!