I'm In Love And I'm Scared! Help!

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Hi, I have a problem and I don't know what to do. I recently went out with a boy and I am already convinced that I am in love ... and I am very scared. I'm terrified ... I'm not one of the people in love, not at all! However, something inside me turned 180 degrees. Let me tell you a little about him and ask you for help! I've been dating the man in question recently and I didn't have a very good opinion of him. He did his best to go out with me - he went to my friends for help, he wrote to me, he invited me to play a league together (we both love this game). Well, I went out with him and I really liked him and with each passing day I learn something about him and I fall in love more and more. I tend to say I love him. 2 days ago we had sex for the first time (it was very good) and now I have made a terrible movie. I got scared ... I don't know what to do. I don't know if I wasn't in a hurry .. he is very good to me, he is very kind and funny. And the last few days we didn't have much time to stay together and it didn't seem to pay that much attention to me. Wasn't it a mistake to do it with him? I stand alone at 2 o'clock and think this nonsense. I don't know what to do. I can't admit my fears to him again for fear that I will become indifferent to him when he finds out that I am a fool in love .. I am afraid .. I ask you for advice! Panic eats away at me and I'm indifferent. I pretend nothing is happening and I try to deal with myself, but I'm not sure I can. I'm 23 and I've never sunk like that ... I accept it as completely perfect. I like everything in him, even the things he doesn't like in himself. What if he's not in love with me? !! I'm just a girl. I'm beautiful, but I'm nothing special. I'm not one of the leading social life. I prefer to read a good book or see friends. I'm not impulsive, I even think things over. I can offer nothing but fidelity and love. And these things are out of fashion these days. I am so afraid that this will not be enough for him and he will leave ... What should I do? Help!

Last Updated
September 15, 2020
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