I'm Going Crazy, I Need Help!

   Dude, I don't know where you're from, but there's as much work in the country as you want. It is difficult to find in Sofia, there are too many candidates there. In the countryside it is the opposite. Well, mostly in the larger (district) cities I mean.

   Read the tale of trouble. There is no one else to help you, you have to fix yourself in life. If you can't do only one thing, you can look for the cause outside of you, but if everything doesn't work out for you, the reason is only in you. Become more confident and call for trouble, it will help you, but as in the fairy tale, ie. with your strength!

   My mother also used this extremely wrong approach to stimulate you by comparing you to another. Talk to her, if she is understood, she can stop. Mine would not accept any criticism, but I am already big, I have a family and I keep my mother aside and one of the reasons is the rude behavior. Tell her that with these words she discourages and complexes you, makes you indecisive and timid, and maybe she will. you remain complexes going forward. Tell him that too and tell her if she likes to stop you. But to know that she loves you, but still may not stop, and my mother did not stop with criticism and guidance, even though she is now a grandmother and I am a big woman with a family, struggling quite successfully with life. For the job I will advise you to look for a job through acquaintances, not only through the Internet.