I'm Done

   Hahaha horror and I am the same cane and I lost 4 thousand in the same way to get lost hahaha. I got so rich that I don't have a penny. I will not play again, I have decided. A really big crash happens and you get discouraged. You will be at peace. You just need support. Look at them. It doesn't matter how much money you make, it is important that the work is not stressful and that the people around you are not bad and that your working day passes quickly and easily. Here is a job you are looking for and don't look at the money so much. You will not bet because it does not make sense and in a few months you will get back on your feet. This is it. There is no other solution in my opinion.

   This suicide is a joke, isn't it? Aren't you serious? The stupid truth is that no one owes anyone. And you either do it or you don't. You cannot rely on anyone in this life. Life loves the strong and the brave. Either you tighten up and harness your life in order, or ... you stay at the bottom, bro. The problem is at the root. I know a book from a King who was the richest and smartest man at the time. And in it he tells what and how he did, etc. but none of this pleased him, and he ended up depressed. It's like a game that someone has already played and shares secret moves with you. It's the same in life. Someone has already tried and made mistakes and now gives us these secrets for granted. I highly recommend that you read it, it is not long, but you will gain a lot of wisdom. Type in the search engine Ecclesiastes. There you will see everything. And yet, without a value system, life is not possible, you will always suffer - from your wrong choices, of course. Not from destiny, nor from karma (although there is a dose of truth, what you do to others comes back to you) or in other words - what you sow, you will reap. Start from scratch. Go to church.

   The problem is not that you were born in the Balkans, but in yourself. If you had been born in Germany, you would have been a social welfare margin living in a 9-square-meter room in a dormitory with a shared kitchen, shared kenef and bathroom, and going to get discarded food from supermarkets where hundreds of others like you collide like animals for some sluggish lettuce. If you had been born in America, you would have been even worse. You have only two options - either you fight your laziness, or you immerse yourself and give up everything. A person does not have to live long, for example, a hole in the ground is enough to shelter. Go somewhere in the village, look at 2-3 hens there, if you want to dig roots to eat, and the rest of the time lie in weightlessness.

   It's very bad, it's easiest to say I'm going to kill myself, it's a child's work.

   You have to go to Bangladesh or Cambodia and you will quickly appreciate how nice a place you were born. Everyone wants circumstances to settle his life and then look down on the unfortunates beneath him.

   First, gather courage and tell the truth to your parents. Then, go to a psychologist. then, when you calm down, think about what you like to do and work a little on self-esteem. No one has achieved their dream with gambling!

   And abroad they are waiting with the red carpet at the airport, do you think?