I'm Confused...-flowerfoxxxx

The Story

Hello, please let the editor approve my story! I need advice, many things have happened to me, and I am only 20 years old. My boyfriend and I have been together for 5 years, he is from Sofia, I from Varna see him 3-4 times a year for 1 week if not more. Many times he lied to me and repeated the same mistake so far, I don't know if he cheated on me ... But he made a misery that made me distrust him even more ... I know now you will say "why aren't you separated yet" Well, I tried to break up with him 100 times, but 2 days later we can't do without each other ... We complement each other, we have so many differences, but they never bothered us. The problem is that we constantly fight I've become very emotional and I kind of go crazy sometimes because it gets on my nerves. I don't know what to do, because I can't imagine my life without him ... I live with my grandmother, who loves to control me, suffocates me ... She doesn't know about my friend, because she loves to force herself and enter the personal space and not for now there is no way to move out ... I finished 2017 but I went to courses and did not work for 1 year until May 2018 and now I am constantly looking for a job and I am told that I am supported by a kind. But whoever I know at my age and he is looking for a job wherever I don't go to school, but they have no interest ... I'm already starting to get depressed that I'm incompetent and that I will be unemployed for the rest of my life. my dreams ... I'm sorry I was treated, but next to my friend has a very poor quality, listening to their is bigger than me by 2-3 years. I know it's nice to listen to parents from time to time, but he overdoes they manipulate him he has responsibilities, and they threaten him and he has to go to their whistle. We quarreled about that too ... I don't know how to understand me, maybe this is the end or not? He is not one of those people who are romantic, they tell you where I am, I have to interrogate him and he is still dissatisfied and says "goodbye". Please, without insults, I want to know what you think ...

Because I love this person, but for now I have ended the relationship. As of today, he is blocked so that he cannot write and call me ... But I have a bad feeling that he will party and reunite with his former classmates .... One of them liked him and spoke against me to leave him, but it was 2 years ago, and now it is not known, it can stick to him at every opportunity ... Although I know his type and she is not attractive at all ... I don't know how to understand me maybe this is the end or not? He is not one of those who are romantic, they tell you where I am, I have to interrogate him and he is still dissatisfied and says "bye". Please, without insults, I want to know what you think ... Because I love this person, but for now I have ended the relationship. As of today, he is blocked so that he cannot write and call me ... But I have a bad feeling that he will party and reunite with his former classmates .... One of them liked him and spoke against me to leave him, but it was 2 years ago, and now it is not known, it can stick to him at every opportunity ... Although I know his type and she is not attractive at all ... I don't know how to understand me maybe this is the end or not? He is not one of those people who are romantic, they tell you where I am, I have to interrogate him and he is still dissatisfied and says "goodbye". Please, without insults, I want to know what you think ... Because I love this person, but for now I have ended the relationship. As of today, he is blocked so that he cannot write and call me ... But I have a bad feeling that he will party and reunite with his former classmates .... One of them liked him and spoke against me to leave him, but it was 2 years ago, and now it is not known, it can stick to him at every opportunity ... Although I know his type and she is not attractive at all ... Because I love this man, but for now I have ended the relationship. As of today, he is blocked so that he cannot write and call me ... But I have a bad feeling that he will party and reunite with his former classmates .... One of them liked him and spoke against me to leave him, but it was 2 years ago, and now it is not known, it can stick to him at every opportunity ... Although I know his type and she is not attractive at all ... Because I love this man, but for now I have ended the relationship. As of today, he is blocked so that he cannot write and call me ... But I have a bad feeling that he will party and reunite with his former classmates .... One of them liked him and spoke against me to leave him, but it was 2 years ago, and now it is not known, it can stick to him at every opportunity ... Although I know his type and she is not attractive at all ...

Last Updated
September 23, 2020
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flowerfoxxxx

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