I'm Confused - Does It Make Sense?

I'm sorry it will be another story for a boy, but I'm confused and I want to share it. I'm 15, just like him. We met a year ago. He had a girlfriend then, but we still wrote to each other every day. They broke up, and we became very close. I like it. We are from different cities, but for the weekends I am in his city. He invited me to go out many times, but I refused until yesterday. We went out yesterday, it was just the two of us, but then he called his company (skaters) and out of 20 boys, I was the only girl. He kept looking at me and smiling at me, but I shifted my eyes in shame when we were spotted. A friend of his, supposedly in the circle of jokes, began to ask me if I liked him. He told me that it was obvious to me and so on. She told him to offer it to me right away because I'm not a girl to miss. Then he said he was an idiot, because he doesn't see that I like him ... and so I was embarrassed, and he just grinned and smiled at me. Then they wanted to smoke weed and cigarettes, he told me he had already stopped. Then when they asked him to take a cigarette, he refused and just looked at me, and his friend said: "I know it's because of the girl, don't pretend to be interesting ... I know you want it"; Then he looked at me again and I told him to smoke, I know he wanted it, but somehow he refused because of me. The situation was the same for the grass afterwards, but before he got drunk, I told him I was going to leave and he sent me away. His friend teased us all day that we liked each other and so on. Even when I went he said "is this (my name), you talked to me about it ..." and he just grinned and said nothing. I went home, and he said he would be home in 2 hours.

They passed and went in line, did not write to me. I wrote to him. We talked about what happened outside and he said that his friend was just kidding and I shouldn't care (because when he talked about "us" I blushed). I don't know if all this makes sense at all. Another time we wrote to each other, he said he didn't want a girlfriend. Yesterday he was constantly smiling at me and saying that I was beautiful. I'm confused. I don't understand it and does it make sense to continue like this, I have the feeling that he accepts all this as a joke ... he will be in my city for the vacation, I will be in his, then school again and we will exchange with the cities again. He will move in with me next year. Please advice. I've been thinking about him since yesterday. I don't know if all this makes sense at all. Another time we wrote to each other, he said he didn't want a girlfriend. Yesterday he was constantly smiling at me and saying that I was beautiful. I'm confused. I don't understand it and does it make sense to continue like this, I have the feeling that he accepts all this as a joke ... he will be in my city for the vacation, I will be in his, then school again and we will exchange with the cities again. He will move in with me next year. Please advice. I've been thinking about him since yesterday. I don't know if all this makes sense at all.

Another time we wrote to each other, he said he didn't want a girlfriend. Yesterday he was constantly smiling at me and saying that I was beautiful. I'm confused. I don't understand it and does it make sense to continue like this, I have the feeling that he accepts all this as a joke ... he will be in my city for the vacation, I will be in his, then school again and we will exchange with the cities again. He will move in with me next year. Please advice. I've been thinking about him since yesterday. then school again and we exchange cities again. He will move in with me next year. Please advice. I've been thinking about him since yesterday. then school again and we exchange cities again. He will move in with me next year. Please advice. I've been thinking about him since yesterday.