I am 27 years old. I have been in a relationship for 5 years, our sex is great. Before that I slept with 3 people. And now, after years of seeing them, I'm so ashamed. They look awful and are simpletons. How smart I went with them .. Don't get me wrong - I'm not very confident, but over the years I think I developed like a normal girl. Now that I see what kind of people I've been in contact with in my teens, I'm ashamed of myself. My friend knows one of these 3, I slept with him when I was 17, but I'm so ashamed that I have no words. Now if you see it, it will disgust you. So far, my friend hasn't asked me how I know him. If he asks me, I'm ashamed to tell the truth. I hope he never understands. I am ashamed of my past in a sense, as you understand. I've been in environments where they weren't valuable people, and now I'm ashamed to even greet them :(
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Amy is somewhat normal. in their teens, everyone thinks that "everything that flies is eaten." Everyone has some such "cracks" and everyone has acquaintances who do not want to remember. Like you, I wonder what kind of mind I was with years ago and when I saw what jokes I went with (and I claimed to love them) it becomes funny and I feel like slapping myself: D