I'm Alone

Hello, readers. I read all sorts of stories from this site, but now my moment has come. I am writing for the first time and I hope that sharing it will make it at least a little easier for me. I am a 14 year old girl. I feel awful alone. My parents divorced when I was 11 and now I live with my mother. Ever since we lived together, I haven't received the attention I needed from my parents. For them, I was an expense, not something more. I have never been asked about normal things like the grades in my notebook or how my day went. I never received a gift for my newborns, so what's left to celebrate. The situation after the divorce is no different. My father moved out and lived with another woman. I haven't seen him since, and he's not looking for me. My mother thinks only of herself - she also found a man who is younger than her, he is even expected to live with us from next month. He goes out on dates all the time, we don't even have dinner together (so when did we do it). I have no relatives, my grandparents died a long time ago. I don't have an aunt or uncle, just no one. To top it off, I'm a kid. I don't have any friends to go out with. I will start school soon and I will be alone again. It's so sad, I don't even have anyone to share my pain with. Do I want so much? I understand that everyone deserves to be happy, but why didn't I once hear from my mother a simple "I love you" ... I'm thinking of stopping here, because I don't have the strength to write anymore while I'm crying. I'm sorry you wasted your time reading a girl's outpourings, but that was the only place to do it. my grandparents died a long time ago. I don't have an aunt or uncle, just no one. To top it off, I'm a kid. I don't have any friends to go out with. I will start school soon and I will be alone again. It's so sad, I don't even have anyone to share my pain with. Do I want so much? I understand that everyone deserves to be happy, but why didn't I once hear from my mother a simple "I love you" ... I'm thinking of stopping here, because I don't have the strength to write anymore while I'm crying. I'm sorry you wasted your time reading a girl's outpourings, but that was the only place to do it. my grandparents died a long time ago. I don't have an aunt or uncle, just no one. To top it off, I'm a kid. I don't have any friends to go out with. I will start school soon and I will be alone again. It's so sad, I don't even have anyone to share my pain with. Do I want so much? I understand that everyone deserves to be happy, but why didn't I once hear from my mother a simple "I love you" ... I'm thinking of stopping here, because I don't have the strength to write anymore while I'm crying. I'm sorry you wasted your time reading a girl's outpourings, but that was the only place to do it. that everyone deserves to be happy, but why once I didn't hear from my mother a simple "I love you" ... I think I'll stop here because I don't have the strength to write while I'm crying. I'm sorry you wasted your time reading a girl's outpourings, but that was the only place to do it. that everyone deserves to be happy, but why didn't I once hear from my mother a simple "I love you" ... I think I'll stop here because I don't have the strength to write while I'm crying. I'm sorry you wasted your time reading a girl's outpourings, but that was the only place to do it.