I'm Afraid Of Losing It

The Story

I've been waiting for this moment for almost a year ... it was all just a dream. A dream that suddenly came true. It was like a real miracle. I always wanted to be with him and now we are finally together ... The problem is that we are quite different. I like him a lot, but he hardly finds anything in me ... something to attract or impress him. I do whatever he wants, I'm so naive and compliant. He knows I like him, but I don't know if he feels the same way. Sometimes I doubt it. For example, when we hug, he hurries to let me go; he keeps telling me he's busy and he won't go out. I'm afraid that if he really avoids me, it's my fault. I can't afford to lose him, simply because I'm not perfect myself or not what he wants. He can use me and play with me, or he can suggest, I don't know. I'm afraid of losing him ...; (

Last Updated
October 08, 2020
Author:
lucysmit

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