I'm Afraid Of Everything!

The Story

I'm generally cowardly, I'm easily startled, I'm terrified at the thought of a catastrophe, I don't watch horror movies or psycho because my nerves are weak, as if ... Earthquakes have always been my biggest horror! And after the last one at 22 I went totally crazy! My home is my enemy, I don't feel safe at home .. the slightest knocking or creaking makes me tremble .. I immediately stare and my heart starts beating with all my might. I suck validol to sleep in the evening! That night I was returning with company in the dark of evening. Believe me, if someone had said "baw" to me and I don't know where I would have been, I wasn't alone, as I wrote ... When I share with my friends, everyone starts laughing at me and telling me that I'm not well and I'm very bad .. That's for sure, but I don't expect this type of support. They don't help me at all, simply because when I see how they react and I stop talking about it. I know that it is normal to have earthquakes, that there is nothing we can do against nature anyway, that it will rock me a little and pass ... but I can't accept it so philosophically, I can't! :( I'm terribly scared! I'll go crazy .. I don't know what to do! I thought I'd call the hotline, there's a psychologist there as far as I know, to talk to someone more expert .. If you have any advice, I will glad to hear, just don't make fun of me, please, i'm really scared!

Last Updated
October 25, 2020
Author:
aaallison

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