If I Have To, I'll Keep Acting Crazy Just To Get It Back

The Story

Hello. The topic may seem strange to you (especially to the male audience), but it is from it that I want help. Of course, the ladies should be included as well. It's about the fact that for several months I've been communicating with a "boy" (at 22 if it matters). And just as it was just a flirtation, I began to have feelings for him. But he didn't help either, in the sense that he was giving me signals for the same. So, even though something inside kept telling me that I wasn't the only one talking sweet talk, I put that aside and took it for granted that something could happen between us. And just as he wrote to me yesterday that he couldn't wait to see me and explained to me how beautiful I was, I saw that he was heartily commenting on a photo of another girl, and she replied with the same. He's not his boyfriend, I'm sure of that. But let's not go any further, you realize it sucks, and I'm pretty upset that he's been playing me all this time, and I'm pretty angry about the time and nerves I've wasted on him. No, blocking it and moving on is not an option, at least for me. That's what I'm writing about here. I want it back. I know she's not my boyfriend and that's not really cheating. However, peace does not give me the thought that he played me all the time and for that I want to take revenge on him somehow. I know he can't be so bad if he doesn't have feelings for me.

But if I have to, I'll keep going crazy just to get it back. That's why men, boys and anyone who has ideas on how to act to feel at least half the way I do right now will be happy to hear them! blocking it and moving on is not an option, at least for me. That's what I'm writing about here. I want it back. I know she's not my boyfriend and it's not really infidelity. However, peace does not give me the thought that he played me all the time and for that I want to take revenge on him somehow. I know he can't be so bad if he doesn't have feelings for me. But if I have to, I'll keep going crazy just to get it back. That's why men, boys and anyone who has ideas on how to act to feel at least half the way I do right now will be happy to hear them! blocking it and moving on is not an option, at least for me. That's what I'm writing about here. I want it back. I know she's not my boyfriend and it's not really infidelity. However, peace does not give me the thought that he played me all the time and for that I want to take revenge on him somehow. I know he can't be so bad if he doesn't have feelings for me. But if I have to, I'll keep going crazy just to get it back. That's why men, boys and anyone who has ideas on how to act to feel at least half as good as I am at the moment, will be happy to hear them! that he can't be so bad if he doesn't have feelings for me. But if I have to, I'll keep going crazy just to get it back. That's why men, boys and anyone who has ideas on how to act to feel at least half as good as I am at the moment, will be happy to hear them! that he can't be so bad if he doesn't have feelings for me. But if I have to, I'll keep going crazy just to get it back. That's why men, boys and anyone who has ideas on how to act to feel at least half as good as I am right now, will be happy to hear them!

Last Updated
August 14, 2020
Author:
ashstarr1123

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