I fell in love with a girl five years ago, she is 13 years younger than me, but that didn't stop me from being with her because I really loved her very much and did the impossible to be with her, to support her and to be always close. beside her. Two years and a few months passed and he dumped me. I probably made as many mistakes as she did, but the end result is clear. I fell into a very severe depression. For a year I cried a lot, but then the suffering remained that tormented and depressed me for another two years. I tried to cope with sleeping with many women, but none of them managed to relieve the pain in my heart, and in the end I decided to stay alone and shut myself in. I tried to be with a Bulgarian woman, but everyone is looking for what my ex-girlfriend wanted, money, a car, discos, alcohol and things that are useless. It doesn't hurt me for such women and I don't take it to heart, but the result of the condition I am still in is that I soon think that I have already shaken off the suffering that is in, or more precisely in the depression in which I have fallen. Now somehow I can't think of keeping up with life. Something in me has collapsed and I have no desire to fight or move on, the only thing I see in society is materialization and profit and this makes me stand aside from people even more, I have the feeling that I will go crazy and lose my mind. .
1 n_g_le answered
I'm the same. I will not tell you what I think of them and how I live, that ... We strangers are either self-isolated or we can find ourselves in strange places :)