I Was Humiliated

The Story

Hello! I love this site, I find many of the stories instructive, I spend a lot of time here! Now it's my turn to ask you for advice :) I'm a girl and I'm 23 years old. I've had serious relationships, I'm a serious girl. I do not approve of infidelity, I do not approve of sex for one night, but this is my point of view .. I find it very difficult to be attached to people, I need time to love someone, I can hardly fall in love with someone or so I thought .. I met with him, 2 years older than me .. I can not blame my soul is very beautiful, but also a great womanizer, he slept with many girls, goes out with them 3-4 times and ends up with them and throws the next , because he gets bored .. When he wrote to me at first I was very skeptical of him .. He did not stop insisting on a meeting and so I rolled up and went out with him .. principled self-confidence is not lacking and I heard on our 2nd meeting it came to sex, it was really nice, he has experience and knows how things work .. We saw each other 3-4-5 times. But with the meetings I felt where things were going, I was the next one he was bored with, but it was too late .. I said to myself I can't fall in love with such a person, he interests me, I said to myself you don't fall in love easily it's not normal .. but it was true .. I never annoyed him, I never wrote to him first .. It had been 2 weeks and he had not written. I went out with friends and we went to a disco, he was there, I danced and had fun all night, ignoring the thought that he was there. It was 5 in the morning and I got dressed to leave and he wrote to me to see you .. He was waiting for me and wanted to have sex .. I am so sorry for this moment. He was terribly rude, he wanted us to have sex on the street, I ran after him like a puppy. And so when I think and I get so sad that I humiliated myself in this horrible way, I'm sad, I'm very sad, it's not me. I had sex with him on the street, behind a car. He kept pulling me, pulling my hair .. He said I don't like it, I want oral, I'm ashamed, but I squatted for that too .. He kept repeating until you finish you won't go anywhere, I repeated a hundred times that I can't anymore, he kept pushing me. He finished, said thank you and left, begging me to go to the other side not to see us together, and in the morning he had written to me "to last". I had been warned about him, that he was such, that he was an intriguer, that he he talks about what he does. The next day I woke up and cried, I felt very humiliated .. I made up an excuse "People are obviously right for you, I thought you would be silent about the things we are talking about, but alas"

Last Updated
September 30, 2020
Author:
lewdtwink

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