I Want To Pour Out My Grief

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I want to pour out my grief .. I can't stand the same thing every day anymore .. there is no money .. scandals, quarrels, my mother and fathers keep shouting and I am wondering how to hold back my tears .. my poor mother. nasty colleagues are harassing her at work ... they are just wondering how to create gossip - I already understood that you can never please people. My father .. wonders how to save money .. be it for the car for expenses, food .. to cover our most ordinary needs. I go to a teacher - what can I share with my girlfriend .. I can tell her everything .. but she will hardly understand what is wrong with me .. she is unlikely to be at a dead end every day .. I am an excellent student .. I try to at least make her happy his mother. I think .. now for Christmas New Year .. how boring they will be .. home again .. all day preparations and finally it eats me and come on .. we go to bed ... as every year .. I listen to classmates .. will their families go to the mountains for the holidays .. companies will gather I suggested to them .. I feel sick .. I feel like jumping to commit suicide ... I'm tired already .. why does the living have to make her so unfair ... why are people so nasty .. hypocritical .. users only look at how good they are if they don't have a little conscience ... I want to escape somewhere far away to rest from everything .. to escape from problems .. or just ... to become a different impartial person .. when they make fun of him .. insult him not to care ... to be strong and to have a solution for everything .... p. I'm sorry if I made mistakes somewhere .. I just wanted to pour out my soul .. ((: . why people are so nasty .. hypocritical .. users only look at how good they are if they don't have a little conscience ... I want to run away somewhere far away to rest from everything .. to run away from problems .. or just ... to become a different impartial person .. when they make fun of him .. insult him not to care ... to be strong and to have a solution for everything .... p.

I'm sorry if I made mistakes somewhere .. I just wanted to pour out my soul .. ((: . why are people so nasty .. hypocritical .. users only look at how good they are if they don't have a little conscience ... I want to escape somewhere far away to rest from everything .. to escape from problems .. or just ... to become a different impartial person .. when they make fun of him .. insult him not to care ... to be strong and to have a solution for everything .... p. I'm sorry if I made mistakes somewhere .. I just wanted to pour out my soul .. ((:

Last Updated
August 06, 2020
Author:
atennea_2

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