I Want To Loose Weight

The Story

Hello, I am a girl of 17 (I turn 18 in a month). I've always been big in general, but also plump. I've never been very fat, but I've always been one of the slightly fatter kids in the class. I have always been more or less equally full, but the last two years I have gained a lot and I am now 81 kg and I am 172 cm. I don't feel good in my skin. As I sit down, I feel the fat on my stomach just fold. I do not like. My thighs have become huge, and I have always had juicy, but for me at least, nice legs. I will not deceive myself and make excuses. I know the reason. I eat a lot and don't move enough. But as dumb as it sounds, it really gives me pleasure to eat. From time to time I get depressed and the only thing that makes me happy right now is food. It sounds absurd and I'm ashamed to even admit it, but it's true. I don't like people taking pictures of me because I see how fat I am and how I look from their point of view. I hate myself. I avoid full-length mirrors. I avoid tight-fitting clothes. My prom is After 2 months, I do not know what to wear, for I feel good. I am aware of the fact that if I do not help myself, no one will do it. That if I don't take matters into my own hands, there is no one else. I don't expect to magically lose weight by writing this. And I know I'm going to have to line up, but I just wanted to share it with someone. Maybe when I say that, I will be more motivated, and maybe you will motivate me? I want to feel beautiful. I want to be able to walk calmly, without always thinking that the person behind me is watching how fat I am. To stand in profile without being ashamed of the fact that my double chin is visible. To wear the clothes I like, not to be ashamed to go to the beach or wear shorts. Don't hide when we change with friends. I just want to feel confident, and I know that can't happen until I'm almost 15 kilos above the norm for my height. I can't afford to go to the gym very much. Not just because of the money, but because I study and go to work at the same time. I can do exercises at home, but I knew which ones are good for burning fat. I just need a little push, a little motivation and a little direction. thanks in advance but because I study and go to work at the same time. I can do exercises at home, but I knew which ones are good for burning fat. I just need a little push, a little motivation and a little direction. thanks in advance but because I study and go to work at the same time. I can do exercises at home, but I knew which ones are good for burning fat. I just need a little push, a little motivation and a little direction. thanks in advance

Last Updated
September 29, 2020
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