Hello, I am a girl of 17 (I turn 18 in a month). I've always been big in general, but also plump. I've never been very fat, but I've always been one of the slightly fatter kids in the class. I have always been more or less equally full, but the last two years I have gained a lot and I am now 81 kg and I am 172 cm. I don't feel good in my skin. As I sit down, I feel the fat on my stomach just fold. I do not like. My thighs have become huge, and I have always had juicy, but for me at least, nice legs. I will not deceive myself and make excuses. I know the reason. I eat a lot and don't move enough. But as dumb as it sounds, it really gives me pleasure to eat. From time to time I get depressed and the only thing that makes me happy right now is food. It sounds absurd and I'm ashamed to even admit it, but it's true. I don't like people taking pictures of me because I see how fat I am and how I look from their point of view. I hate myself. I avoid full-length mirrors. I avoid tight-fitting clothes. My prom is After 2 months, I do not know what to wear, for I feel good. I am aware of the fact that if I do not help myself, no one will do it. That if I don't take matters into my own hands, there is no one else. I don't expect to magically lose weight by writing this. And I know I'm going to have to line up, but I just wanted to share it with someone. Maybe when I say that, I will be more motivated, and maybe you will motivate me? I want to feel beautiful. I want to be able to walk calmly, without always thinking that the person behind me is watching how fat I am. To stand in profile without being ashamed of the fact that my double chin is visible. To wear the clothes I like, not to be ashamed to go to the beach or wear shorts. Don't hide when we change with friends. I just want to feel confident, and I know that can't happen until I'm almost 15 kilos above the norm for my height. I can't afford to go to the gym very much. Not just because of the money, but because I study and go to work at the same time. I can do exercises at home, but I knew which ones are good for burning fat. I just need a little push, a little motivation and a little direction. thanks in advance but because I study and go to work at the same time. I can do exercises at home, but I knew which ones are good for burning fat. I just need a little push, a little motivation and a little direction. thanks in advance but because I study and go to work at the same time. I can do exercises at home, but I knew which ones are good for burning fat. I just need a little push, a little motivation and a little direction. thanks in advance
1 playing_f00tsie answered
Your prom is in 2 months, that is, on June 28, you may have made a mistake, or you want to delude yourself that you have a lot of time to lose weight. The choice is yours or you eat a little and lose weight, you like yourself more which will make you 10 times happier, or you indulge in desire and cram. Such depressive states are no excuse to cram, you may be weak and depressed. Find happiness elsewhere not in food.