Hello, I am writing to you because I want to tell my story, but I can't think of a solution to my problem! I start with a question: is there a way to move out of our home and have enough money for accommodation, food, bills and save with the minimum wage ... My job is on a 6-month employment contract, so far they are happy with me, but it is not yet known whether I will stay. I've been working since I was 16, so far my father hasn't had a problem with the money I made ... they were always mine and he didn't treat me that way, but at the moment his attitude towards me is very bad because they are bad financially with my mother, he can't work with a broken leg, because he got drunk and fell very badly and still continues to get drunk .. He harasses me mentally - he talks to me about unrelated things, screams at me, insults me. How can a father tell his child that it was garbage and many others? I have been watching their constant quarrels with my mother since I was 4 years old ... she was getting drunk, he STAYED her because of that and so for 15 years the same thing, and it's getting worse. She has had alcoholism for many years, and her mental disorders are about 7-8 years old, she takes medication prescribed by a doctor, otherwise she talks to herself, does not talk to anyone, does not sleep, hears voices ... Many times when they quarreled I just stood in front of her not to hit her, but that doesn't help anymore ... the last time he told me "get away, I'll hit you instead". The events of these 15 years affect me very badly / I get something like panic attacks, I am very sensitive, I am hot-tempered, I am depressed from a lot of stress - at work, at home and all the bad moments are in my head / I lived for 6 months with my ex-boyfriend, no one thought of me except my sister, they don't even care about me, do I have to stay above their heads all my life? I know that one day everything will be fine, but tell me if it makes sense to stay in the same place and continue to be a victim of their failed marriage and this psychic harassment .. so I have to help them as much as I can, but I can't stand it anymore, I want to go abroad and never return to this home, but it will be very difficult for me to settle on my own, if there is someone who went alone to also write how he settled, how it was there .. Thanks if you took 5 minutes for my story!