I Want To Forget It, But I Can't!

The Story

So, I decided to write here because I can't take it anymore ... I can't hide everything in me anymore ... I'm a woman, and the man in question is a few years older than me. I haven't been able to drive him crazy for 3 years, I don't know at all why I think about him when I know that nothing will happen ... He is not beautiful, on the contrary, he is full, he is not handsome, his character is disgusting , he's bloated ... But I can't help but think about him, even for 1 hour ... Yes, during these 3 years we keep in touch, but only on Facebook and from time to time on the phone. We only went out once, because he only wants to sleep with me, but when he sees me with another - he is jealous ... I don't understand him ... We are both from a small town, I see him every weekend and during all the holidays (we just spot each other) because I'm studying in another city ... When I see him, I start to tremble, to twist my voice and get nervous ... When he says hello to me, I'm just the happiest person in the world. When we write to each other he wants us to go out, but only for one sex ... I would do it, but I know that after that only for sex, he will look for me, and I am not one of the women for one night ... I want it, I want it very much , I don't know if I love him, but I can't do without him ... Three years have passed in which I can't find another person, I had opportunities, but only he is in my thoughts ... Please give me advice, how to forget him, because he doesn't know how to love, and I will just ruin myself !!! Thank you in advance! but I can't do without him ... Three years have passed in which I can't find another person, I've had opportunities, but only he is in my thoughts ... Please give me advice on how to forget him, because he doesn't he knows how to love, and I will just ruin myself !!! Thank you in advance! but I can't do without him ... Three years have passed in which I can't find another person, I've had opportunities, but only he is in my thoughts ... Please give me advice on how to forget him, because he doesn't he knows how to love, and I will just ruin myself !!! Thank you in advance!

Last Updated
July 30, 2020
Author:
isabella_torres_

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