Hello, I have been reading what has been written on the site for a long time, but only now have I found the courage to share my story. It is as follows: a little over a month ago, while looking at a dating site, the profile of a very nice boy came to my attention. Maybe due to the fact that I have a burner or I don't know why I still didn't have the courage to write to him and did I look at his profile day after day ... until once entering once again I saw that he wrote to me. I was very happy! So we started writing on the site, later on Skype. From the beginning we didn't write often, but over time we started writing every day. That's how I found out that he is from my town at the age of 21 / I am 18 /, works near my school and has a girlfriend, unfortunately for me. Day by day, as I wrote, my interest in him grew. One day when we were talking again, he invited me out. And I, although I had longed for this moment, did not gather courage and refused him! He called me to go out twice more, but I kept refusing him, I was afraid he would reject me because I was full! One day, however, I decided that it cost me nothing to at least try, I arranged with a friend for a walk the next day and invited him! He accepted, and I was burning both with the desire to see him and with the worry of what he would think when he saw a fat woman next to him! And now the day of our first meeting has come, I will never forget the feeling I felt when I saw live the eyes and the smile I had dreamed of for so long! The moment he smiled at me, he seemed to erase all my worries with a magic wand (he knew so much about me). I introduced him to my girlfriend and we started talking, everything was wonderful he was so natural, charming and kind / at that moment I realized that I am in love with him and I want him forever /. And so our first meeting was purely friendly, but much better than I expected, so he was the prince of fairy tales that every girl dreams of! In the evening I shivered waiting to see if he would look for me on Skype and he would do it, I was in seventh heaven / so he still left with a good impression - I thought / We started talking and at one point he told me that it is very liked my girlfriend! I felt so bad that his meeting was with me! However, she does not show any interest in him, she has been engaged for a long time, he still has a girlfriend and says he loves her. And so, day after day, time passed, and I stood in front of the school every morning, waiting for him to pass to see him. We caught our eyes for a few seconds and so on until the evening when we were talking we were talking ..... I was already 100% sure that I loved him! But he has a girlfriend / she is 6 years older than him and according to her she is inferior in their relationship because she has a health problem and cannot satisfy his male needs /! I love him so much, but I still don't have the courage to admit it to him, because he looks at me like a friend, and I myself, a fat woman, would hardly replace me with her! Many times I asked him why he loves her so much, and the answer was always the same, she is a very good and earthly person, just like you. Subsequently, perhaps driven by his male needs, he began to behave differently, he admitted to me that he wanted to be with me because he really wanted to have sex with me. However, he always clarified that there will be no problem to just remain friends after that / I want to clarify it may seem funny, but I'm a virgin /! I always told him that I didn't want to have sex with him, motivated first by the fact that I was a virgin and I was afraid of disappointing him and then by the fact that he had a girlfriend and didn't take me seriously! He asked me if there was anything he didn't know, and I just told him I didn't want to! We still write to each other, and he continues with his hints, but why does he love his girlfriend! I love him and I want our relationship to move to something more rno how to act I do not shoot Help me please give me advice! I am very worried about the fact that I am plump and have no experience, I do not know how to satisfy him, but I want to make him happy to make him forget his girlfriend! How to win his heart I love him what to do? I want to make him love me the same way but how? Please also for advice what to do if it comes to sex? I will wait for your advice! Thanks in advance everyone!
1 keepsakethelabel answered
I don't think this is a real story.