"I Want To Change"

The Story

I am very sensitive. I'm terribly shy, I have a hard time communicating with people, that's why there are almost no people around me, I'm full of complexes about my appearance, about not saying something stupid and what not. When I'm in a big company, I blush and die of anxiety. I just can't relax no matter what I do, I miss every chance for fear of failing. I try very hard not to be kind to people, because that's how everyone takes advantage of me. I am very critical (I criticize a lot of people and things around me). I get angry easily. And please don't tell me "to go out more often", because it's no use, only where I walk alone, and I'm bored alone. I know you're going to tell me to sign up for some sport or dance, but I don't know ... I don't have enough money.

Last Updated
October 14, 2020
Author:
SEXAKIRA

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