I Want My Old Girl Back

Hello. My girlfriend and I have been together for almost a year. We are both the type of people who have difficulty making social contacts. We were both overweight and both were overwhelmed by it. Within a few months, I was able to get in shape and it came to the point that she told me in a roundabout way not to tame me a bit, and that she liked me fluffy. That was reason enough for me, and I stopped. It wasn't long before things changed. She set a goal to lose weight and the plan was implemented quite successfully. With the weight loss, her self-confidence appeared and she started doing things she had never allowed herself to do before. Her style of dress has changed radically. She started to put on make-up, put on artificial eyelashes, got a tattoo. He began to look at the world completely differently. He started going out every day, etc. Of course, there is nothing wrong with that. I have no intention of depriving her of this at all or telling her how to dress and where to go. The thing is, I had fallen in love with this modest, silent, irritable girl she had been until a year ago. I liked every part of her body in a natural way. Externally and internally, she was my ideal.

Currently, neither artificial eyelashes attract me, nor the weight of makeup, not to mention the change in character and behavior that has occurred. Until a year ago, I was the most important thing to me. He really demonstrated it, as I did. As my vision changed, I suddenly became a victim of her neglect. For some, this may be normal, but I take it hard. I still love her, but I don't like her anymore. On the contrary. I despise her appearance and her demeanor and her attitude. I'm sure I couldn't fall in love with this girl if she was when we met. For these reasons, there are constant quarrels, because sometimes I don't keep quiet and I start to get annoyed, because she decided to go out with friends instead of me, or because when she puts on make-up and nakonti like a muffin, she disgusts me. I also get annoyed by continuing to take these weight loss pills. I still love and wish this modest and quiet girl of mine, who was until recently. I experience this metamorphosis of hers extremely hard because I continue to love her. I tried to try but I just can't. I can't take it that way. I guess the old one and "I" is a thing of the past and will not return. It's new and I can't stand it. I just don't know what will happen to us. And that makes me feel terrible. What do you think? that I couldn't fall in love with this girl if she was like that when we met. For these reasons, there are constant quarrels, because sometimes I don't keep quiet and I start to get annoyed, because she decided to go out with friends instead of me, or because when she puts on make-up and nakonti like a muffin, she disgusts me. I also get annoyed by continuing to take these weight loss pills. I still love and wish this modest and quiet girl of mine, who was until recently. I experience this metamorphosis of hers extremely hard because I continue to love her.

I tried to try but I just can't. I can't take it that way. I guess the old one and "I" is a thing of the past and will not return. It's new and I can't stand it. I just don't know what will happen to us. And that makes me feel terrible. What do you think? that I couldn't fall in love with this girl if she was like that when we met. Because of these reasons, they constantly quarrel, because sometimes I don't keep quiet and I start to get annoyed, because she decided to go out with friends instead of me, or because when she puts on make-up and nakonti like a muffin, she disgusts me. I also get annoyed by continuing to take these weight loss pills. I still love and wish this modest and quiet girl of mine, who was until recently. I experience this metamorphosis of hers extremely hard because I continue to love her. I tried to try but I just can't. I can't take it that way. I guess the old one and "I" is a thing of the past and will not return. It's new and I can't stand it. I just don't know what will happen to us. And that makes me feel terrible. What do you think?