Hi I want to share my story... Four years ago, for the first time, I took out a quick loan because I had unforeseen expenses and i repaid it. I also had a consumer loan, withdrawn to buy a property of EURO 10,000 and paid it off absolutely regularly. It happened so I started betting, mostly with small amounts of matches, supposedly for fun, supposedly while watching football to be interesting and from there my fallout began.. Total failure... I started not having enough money from salary, i took out new loans, I repaid, I merged into new consumer loans.. I started asking for money on loan that I knew I couldn't pay back in time. I've been in debt with a huge amount of credit. My parents helped me with some of the loans, but I didn't tell the whole truth about how many there were.. I lied to them because I was afraid to admit how indebted I was. I lied to myself that I would find a way to extinguish most things myself and live more peacefully. There's no hope for me, even after I realized and sought help for my addiction to betting. I stopped, but I don't see how I could get better, and I don't even know if I want to, because I'm worth it all... From to... I've lost a lot of my weight out of anxiety and I've come to that point where I don't see the point in living because what I've done to myself and what I'm going through is not life, it's just existence. It hurts the most that I've let a lot of people of mine down. I don't care as much as I care about them. I know that if I put an end to everything, it won't solve my problems, but I've lost the desire to live at all. I share it because it's not an inspirational story, but I hope someone sees it and realizes what it can do to itself if it's in the circle of credit and lies to their loved ones. I don't wish it on even my biggest showers. Be healthy and happy with what you have and don't be greedy. It doesn't lead to anything good
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