I Wait Every Moment To See Him, Wherever I Am I Look For Him In The Crowd

The Story

I am 25 years old and I have the most perfect person next to me. We understand each other a lot, he considers me for everything, he asks me before he makes any decision. It's just that everything is perfect. He is the man of every woman's dream. He has a great body and all women drink it with their eyes, but it's just mine and I'm sure of it. But enough for him. We have been together for 6 years and I am very happy. I've never looked at anyone else, let alone kissing someone or cheating on them. There are a lot of men around me - that's just my job and I see that I'm very wanted, but I've never been tempted to look at anyone. Here's the problem, I recently met by chance a boy with whom we had a lot of fun. I realized that he is also from my zodiac sign. So my feelings for my boyfriend changed that I can't control myself. I'm constantly exploding for small things and I can't recognize myself. I rarely meet the boy in question, but I never allow myself to even smile at him. I get up thinking about him and go to bed thinking about him again. I can't go on like this anymore, it's been going on for 2-3 months now. At first I thought it was something momentary and it would pass me by. But this ball does not pass in my stomach does not disappear. I wait every moment to see him, wherever I am I look for him in the crowd. When I meet him I lose my mind and my words and if I look him in the eyes I see him looking at me with a gentle look and my stomach turns. I don't want it that way, my man doesn't deserve it. He is the most beautiful in the world and he never flatters me, he adores me, and I hate myself for what I feel. How to get out of this circle - I've never felt this way before. I don't want to hurt anyone and that's why I keep it all to myself. Thanks for the advice in advance.

Last Updated
October 05, 2020
Author:
hairy_uncut2019

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