I Thought We Were Real Friends.

Hello, boy of 16. This summer I realized a lot of things that currently hurt me. With people I know from first grade, I thought we were close, I gave them so much time, I neglected my loved ones because of them, I always paid more attention to them than to others I thought were less important. I'm just obviously too naive and pay too much attention to some people ... I was blind to the truth. Exactly those friends that I thought were less important at the moment, it turns out that they are much more real to me and they are counted right on the fingers of one hand, and I always put them in second, third place, etc. But I'm glad it happened to me, at least I realized what the truth is, no matter how much it hurts. I hate to say it because we've been together since first grade and I thought I knew them, that we were close, but apparently I just lived in a lie. You may be wondering how I realized. There were some events that made me really think seriously about all this. We haven't broken off all relationships and contacts, but I'll just have one thing in mind now. It's happening to me for the first time, and I didn't expect it from them at all, I didn't expect to experience such pain. I cared for them a lot and I appreciated them a lot. I even neglected myself many times. I don't know what I saw in them so much that I considered them real friends. I no longer know what to look for in people, how to find out if they won't use me again, if they are really real friends. I can't find more words to keep writing. I will be happy to read your opinions on the subject. but I'll just have one thing in mind now. It's happening to me for the first time, and I didn't expect it from them at all, I didn't expect to experience such pain. I cared for them a lot and I appreciated them a lot. I even neglected myself many times. I don't know what I saw in them so much that I considered them real friends. I no longer know what to look for in people, how to find out if they won't use me again, if they are really real friends. I can't find more words to keep writing. I will be happy to read your opinions on the subject. but I'll just have one thing in mind now. It's happening to me for the first time, and I didn't expect it from them at all, I didn't expect to experience such pain. I cared for them a lot and I appreciated them a lot. I even neglected myself many times. I don't know what I saw in them so much that I considered them real friends. I no longer know what to look for in people, how to find out if they won't use me again, if they are really real friends. I can't find more words to keep writing. I will be happy to read your opinions on the subject. I no longer know what to look for in people, how to find out if they won't use me again, if they are really real friends. I can't find more words to keep writing. I will be happy to read your opinions on the subject. I no longer know what to look for in people, how to find out if they won't use me again, if they are really real friends. I can't find more words to keep writing. I will be happy to read your opinions on the subject.