I Think Of Him

Some time ago I went out with a boy with whom we were together for about a year. I was very much in love with him, I admit my feelings were only based on his appearance. Very nice, with a good physique. He was training and had a slightly shaped body with muscles, and I really liked that. He was tall, somewhat coquettish, and always neat. We got to know each other, it turned out that he liked me a long time ago, and that's how things happened ... However, he didn't want to develop in any way, he wasn't looking for a serious job, he was making money from small deals and working only on himself. He made small gestures for me, sent me away, but not always, but on holidays he never gave me a present or brought me a flower. We saw each other once a week and mostly for sex. We have not made any common plans. After a while I got tired somehow, we often quarreled, he behaved like a child and never reacted masculine in disputes,