Hello, I'm writing here for the first time, but I can't think of anywhere else, nor can I tell a friend, so I'll tell you what's going on in my life and why I'm not sure. At the age of 14 I began to doubt my orientation because I had 1 boyfriend in my life who as it was called was a children's theater I always liked men or boys (I don't know how to write) with a nice body or face and I really wanted to be with someone like that on the part of the girls whatever I like and they know me pretty well never want to be with me for some reason I can think I'm not like the others with a nice body or face there are girls in the class who they find it nice but I don't know I don't have any self-confidence, I'm hunched over, but I'm trying to get better in any way but I still don't get weak, I know that if I had a boyfriend I wouldn't be able to defend him.
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Do not rush with suicidal thoughts. There is not so much drama. You can only be homosexual if you really turn your fantasies into reality, ie you have to have homosexual sex in order to be able to say that you are gay. You don't do it! Human consciousness and sexuality realize countless different types of fantasies. Just because of your fantasies, you can't and shouldn't be classified as homo-, bi-, or heterosexual. The important thing is what happens in reality and how exactly you experience your sexuality. Many people (much more than they admit) have homosexual fantasies, but do not experience them. That doesn't make them homosexual. My advice is to calm down a bit. There is time for sex, you are not too old. Work on yourself, growing and maturing. Read, play sports, get together with friends, find a hobby. When hormones stop raging in your body,