Hello, like probably thousands of other stories, alas, I am also a victim of unshared feelings and a dead end of love. I want to start from the beginning. I moved from the smaller to the big city to study. There I met the girl who is still in my head. Initially we wrote we went out, after a few attempts on my part, I realized that there is no friend. I was in heaven, the perfect girl, and not engaged. I couldn't ask for more. Subsequently, however, 1 or 2 months passed, during which I did not do much, but stood and waited for some signs from her. I have always been so hesitant and I do not approach these things with a firm hand. One day we wrote to each other and I realized that some of her "stocking" had become something more and she hoped things would be more serious. Of course, there is no better time to understand this than in this, in which I poured my feelings for her ... to some extent. Even then I told her that I liked her, but if you had a friend I would only maintain friendly relations with her and I wanted to be close. BIG MISTAKE! We weren't that close then, it certainly wasn't even close to the relationship we're in right now. I panicked, I didn't know what to do, so I decided to play it casually, pretending that I didn't like having a boyfriend and that we had no problem being good friends. This lie has created many problems for the future. We kept going out and writing more and more. She became one of my closest people not only in this city, but in my life as a whole, and my obsession with her grew as I went out. Naturally, I shared this with some good friends and asked for advice on what to do, they told me to admit to her what I really thought and to tell them to be with me instead of him. Of course, I didn't agree because, firstly, I don't think I have the confidence to do it, and secondly, it just sounds like a stupid act.
What is she expected to say? "Oh, to fuck my boyfriend and come to you." I kept my feelings down and tried not to think about them. A few months passed, we started talking briefly about her as we both went out, drank coffee, went for a walk, and did romantic things, just like a couple .... only we were .... friends. If I gave me a penny every time I refrained from kissing or hugging her while we were standing at a view and the atmosphere was just romantic, I wouldn't be able to count my wealth. At one point, things started to get out of hand ... and there I started to get scared. I kept thinking about her, I was constantly jealous and thought how she is this and how I hate him from the bottom of my soul even though I don't even know him ... which is quite strange. I got a little depressed, I just didn't feel happy about anything but the time I spent with her. To this day, I have such seizures. I thought more than once to tell her about my feelings, but things like frivolity and a slight hypocrisy of words stopped me. As she tells me that I am the best thing that ever happened to her and how she hoped to be with her forever, the next moment ... she goes home to hers (obviously) and stops all contact with me until she separates from him. I'm not sure if that's true, but that's the only logical explanation.
Another time she returned to her hometown, which is quite far from Sofia, but we still wrote to each other and talked on the phone. But when he comes home and starts answering in one word .. . I understand he's with him. There have been many cases where we are out and he calls. Her tone changes, a smile appears on her face and ... and this ... it's just like a knife in my heart for me, it's obvious to me when I'm with her ... when she rings and I hear that it's him ... I frown ... she always asks me what's wrong with me ... and I always find an excuse. My question is, should I wait for something serious? Should I tell her what I'm feeling? Should I move on, which means I stop communicating with her? Everything reminds me of her, I think about her all the time, I tried to forget her, I didn't write for a while, she did too, but in the end she wrote to me again and it all started from the beginning. I've never experienced anything like this with any of my exes and girlfriends in general .... I don't know what to do, I'm trapped.
I will appreciate any advice, even if difficult to hear! Thank you! There have been many cases where we are out and he calls. Her tone changes, a smile appears on her face and ... and this ... it's just like a knife in my heart for me, it's obvious to me when I'm with her ... when she rings and I hear that it's him ... I frown ... she always asks me what's wrong with me ... and I always find an excuse. My question is, should I wait for something serious? Should I tell her what I'm feeling? Should I move on, which means I stop communicating with her? Everything reminds me of her, I think about her all the time, I tried to forget her, I didn't write for a while, she did too, but in the end she wrote to me again and it all started from the beginning. I've never experienced anything like this with any of my exes and girlfriends in general .... I don't know what to do, I'm trapped. I will appreciate any advice, even if difficult to hear! Thank you! There have been many cases where we are out and he calls. Her tone changes, a smile appears on her face and ... and this ... it's just like a knife in my heart for me, it's obvious to me when I'm with her ... when she rings and I hear that it's him ... I frown ... she always asks me what's wrong with me ... and I always find an excuse. My question is, should I wait for something serious? Should I tell her what I'm feeling? Should I move on, which means I stop communicating with her?
Everything reminds me of her, I think about her all the time, I tried to forget her, I didn't write for a while, she did too, but in the end she wrote to me again and it all started from the beginning. I've never experienced anything like this with any of my exes and girlfriends in general .... I don't know what to do, I'm trapped. I will appreciate any advice, even if difficult to hear! Thank you! and this .... it's just like a knife in my heart for me, I can clearly see when I'm with her ... when she calls and I hear that it's him ... I frown .. she always asks me what's wrong with me ... and I always find an excuse. My question is, should I wait for something serious? Should I tell her what I'm feeling? Should I move on, which means I stop communicating with her? Everything reminds me of her, I think about her all the time, I tried to forget her, I didn't write for a while, she did too, but in the end she wrote to me again and it all started from the beginning. I've never experienced anything like this with any of my exes and a girl in general .... I don't know what to do, I'm trapped. I will appreciate any advice, even if difficult to hear! Thank you! and this .... it's just like a knife in my heart for me, it seems to me that I'm with her ... when she calls and I hear it's him ... I frown .. she always asks me what's wrong with me ... and I always find an excuse. My question is, should I wait for something serious? Should I tell her what I'm feeling? Should I move on, which means I stop communicating with her? Everything reminds me of her, I think about her all the time, I tried to forget her, I didn't write for a while, she did too, but in the end she wrote to me again and it all started from the beginning. I've never experienced anything like this with any of my exes and girlfriends in general .... I don't know what to do, I'm trapped. I will appreciate any advice, even if difficult to hear! Thank you! and I always find an excuse. My question is, should I wait for something serious? Should I tell her what I'm feeling?
Should I move on, which means I stop communicating with her? Everything reminds me of her, I think about her all the time, I tried to forget her, I didn't write for a while, she did too, but in the end she wrote to me again and it all started from the beginning. I've never experienced anything like this with any of my exes and girlfriends in general .... I don't know what to do, I'm trapped. I will appreciate any advice, even if difficult to hear! Thank you! and I always find an excuse. My question is, should I wait for something serious? Should I tell her what I'm feeling? Should I move on, which means I stop communicating with her? Everything reminds me of her, I think about her all the time, I tried to forget her, I didn't write for a while, she did too, but in the end she wrote to me again and it all started from the beginning. I've never experienced anything like this with any of my exes and girlfriends in general .... I don't know what to do, I'm trapped.
I will appreciate any advice, even if difficult to hear! Thank you! I've never experienced anything like this with any of my exes and girlfriends in general .... I don't know what to do, I'm trapped. I will appreciate any advice, even if difficult to hear! Thank you! I've never experienced anything like this with any of my exes and girlfriends in general .... I don't know what to do, I'm trapped. I will appreciate any advice, even if difficult to hear! Thank you!
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Admit it. Immediately. Maybe there is something towards you and it is waiting or trying to provoke your action with these things. If not, you will push yourself very cruelly, more cruelly than you already are, if you continue like this.