I Said Goodbye To Him, But I Love Him

Hello, I am another lover who will pour out her soul here. This story is about a man I had a relationship with until two months ago. We broke up because I became jealous of him. He didn't give me a reason. He paid attention to me, complimented me, but I did not fight with my complexes. He was kind and understanding, and I was cold and treated him as if I were the princess and he was my page. At one point he said that he was no longer in love with me, that I was just a friend to him and we broke up. I was looking for him, but I have a feeling that my behavior was obsessive and frightening. I cut off all contact with him. Two weeks later we ran into each other on the street and he started talking to me. I pretended to be in a hurry and didn't talk to him for long. After a few more days, I started seeing him in places I went. Came to work as I got the feeling that he had deliberately invented an occasion. The next day I saw him in the cafe where my friends and I meet, and he generally never goes to that cafe. But that day had come, and I noticed that he was looking at me. After a few nights at a disco we met and he pinched me. All this made me think that it would give me a chance to be as kind and dedicated again as he liked me and as I was at the beginning of our relationship. Several of us have passed since our last meeting and I sent him a message: "Hello" and a grinning emoticon. He read it, but did not answer, but continued to stand in line and be active. I decided that I had misinterpreted everything and that he had not returned his feelings to me. I felt stupid, like I was a nuisance. I waited 15 minutes and after I never got an answer, I wrote him that I promised, that I will leave his life and my presence will not bother him anymore and I wrote him, "goodbye". He immediately replied, "Hello," but I did not write to him again. What could I tell him. He answered me because he felt sorry for me. I will stop all contact with him again, but my heart is broken.