I Realize It, But I Can't Handle It ...

The Story

Hello! I am a 19 year old girl. and I realize I have a pretty serious problem. I was 14 when it all started. I was 84 kg and everyone made fun of me because I was much fuller than the others. I tried different diets, sports, but nothing helped. Then I decided that I would not touch the food and I stopped eating and it had an effect. But after my stomach started to scrape and I was really hungry, I ate a little and then I mixed it in my throat and everything went to the toilet. After the first time, I started to like it because I lost weight and at the same time ate my favorite things. Every time I ate, even a bite, I went to the toilet, shoved my throat and she came out. Then I looked in the mirror, saw my teary eyes from the strain, and then went to bed with guilt. Although I realize my mistake, I still keep going and I can't stop. I am obsessed with weight loss and I achieve it through this so-called cycle - eating, vomiting, guilt. Please if anyone knows how I can help myself in this situation or at least be able to stop, I will be very grateful. I have already lost 25 kg this way and I feel my body losing its beauty. Thank you!!

Last Updated
September 28, 2020
Author:
easportsfifa

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