I'm scared. I'm afraid when there's someone around me, not to mention what it's like when they touch me. I panic and start crying and I can't find a place. Especially when a man touches me. It's not normal, I know. It's just that when they approach me I start to tremble ... it's very uncomfortable and I even feel uncomfortable. Only 1 friend of mine knows about this problem of mine. I can't go out anymore, like I used to have fun. I stopped sharing. Not only do I not want to, but I can't. I've tried, but it's as if I'm swallowing my tongue. The bad thing is that I try to fix things by going out and socializing, but alas. It's getting worse. :) I no longer know what to do and I feel how this problem will prevent me from living my best years. I am a young 18 year old girl who obviously has a developed phobia. I really want to stop all this, but no matter how hard I try, as I said, it gets worse. Sometimes I wonder why I was born at all ..