I Never Came Across People ...

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I'm tired ..... nobody understands me, everyone thinks they know how I should live, they don't even look at themselves, that they are many times worse than me .... And what's wrong with me The main problem is that I again chose a person who is extremely unsuitable for me, it always happens. So I did not learn how to choose the people around me and I did not learn how to choose my love relationships ... I lose everything in them , I lose everything with people who don't even deserve my attention. I'm very sorry, I feel like the last fool on earth, I have the feeling that everyone around me is happy, and I always get caught up in some gamens who will either insult me, or humiliate me, or use me for money. ... I never met a person who truly loved me, even though everyone said so ... Everyone "loved" me a lot and would be with me for the rest of their lives ..... Yes, only that they couldn't spend even half of their lives with me. I keep trying to get in my head that the problem is not in me - I know, it's not in me, it's in them. But how to dump everything, never It was not easy for me to end my relationship with someone, I always stood until the last possible moment, with the stupid hope that something will change. Yes, but it never changes, in the end I am fucked again .. And why, because I give my best, obviously that's my mistake. Is this bad? My current friend is a very bad person, with a very difficult character. I tried to break him, I tried to explain to him that words affect, that words hurt, but he just doesn't care. So he shows me how little he means to him. , and I stand in this hell like the last fool ... And I will stand until he kicks me himself, because I can't, because there is always a question in my mind .....

Last Updated
October 18, 2020
Author:
sharonsmith2

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